yazs absolute horror about "why was he spilling out his private thoughts like that?" and "what does that mean??? when morning comes, is everyone gonna start being brutally honest? O.O"
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yazs absolute horror about "why was he spilling out his private thoughts like that?" and "what does that mean??? when morning comes, is everyone gonna start being brutally honest? O.O"
eating dinner tonight, whos with me !
Today's gender is very extra.
Okay, I’m going to get this out (mostly for myself) and then try not to comment on it again until the ep airs because no amount of speculating is going to change what happens tonight.
I think what I fear most is that Carlos’ character is going to be assassinated. I am terrified that Tim has written something for him that is so outside of who I have thought he is for the last three years. It feels terrible to think that as I have written fic for Carlos again and again, that maybe he’s not who I thought he was. I know he’s not my character, but writing makes characters feels like friends, and to find out that they’re not who you thought they were hurts. A lot.
So even though we know that Tarlos will be fine, I am scared that this episode will permanently change my view of who Carlos Reyes is as a person and it might just break my heart.
Today's Card Is: Lose 1 Turn
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5x10 coda series - now updated with chapter 2
Eddie is leaving the 118, and Buck is devastated. Since they’re no longer work partners, they have to figure out new ways to hold onto each other and heal from their shared trauma.
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Chris frowns at him and his eyes well up. “I don’t want you to die. I don’t want you to be sad.”
Eddie tries again to reach out and rub Christopher’s arms. “I’m okay. See? I’m right here. I’m going to find a different job. That’s all.”
“Dad.” Chris grabs a festive, red throw pillow and clenches it in his fists like he wants to rip it in half. “Dad. What about Buck. What about Buck. He says he looks out for you. He says he protects you. He always tries to keep you safe. He says you keep each other safe. I don’t want you to get hurt again. But who will keep Buck safe? I don’t want Buck to die either. Dad, please. Who will keep him safe?”
All right. He wasn’t expecting that. There’s no air that he can take in. His own voice comes out broken, dragged over jagged ground. “The rest of our friends at work. He’ll have them. He’ll be okay. He’s just… He’s upset. But he’ll be okay. We all will.”
Instead of wanting to destroy the soft cushion in his hands, Chris buries his face in it and starts crying.
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oh holy fuck new tim sutton pic