#that everything

[dlnrmn]

Collage 19 - Less Is More... Much, Much More

[worthystill]

thor: love and thunder teaser. 

[cable-knit-sweater]

[guttersnarls]

WHERE ARE YOU NOW? I NEED YOU NOW

[dammit-neal]

How one man could be so good looking while essentially spacing out is truly beyond me...

[whitetail-wheaty]

“Okay it was funny for a while, now stop that.”

@eli-whitetail​

[serenityseventeen]

You know when you have a group project and everyone is like...... T... (I'm trying to think in a respectful word to use nut I'm so annoyed I can't) those people who you know they are going to disappoint you and can't count on them? And you are so devoted with your work with other despite all the bad crap going in your life and your responsibilities?... You know I'm preety sure you do. Well that's my relationship with my best friend and I'm about to collapse

Oh my god... This is actually... I can relate so much to this. I think I'm a person that always held myself to high standards and quite a hard worker, being intelligent and all. The exact thing you said us the reason why I hate group projects. Everyone just depends on me because I'm the 'smart' girl. Since I'm responsible and care a lot about my grades, I usually just end up doing everything. In the end, everyone I'm in a group with (which usually consists of my friends) just acts like they did something when all they did was gossip.

Since I'm quite a weak hearted person, I give in way too easily. I think that's why I let most of my friends, and even my best friend push me around and get me to do all of the work and sometimes even their homework for them. I think that's something I really regret. I regret letting them push me around like that. Even one of my friends told me, "you don't know what goes behind the scenes in group projects" and I guess it was because I was always praised by my teachers for my work. I really wanted to tell my friend, "I deserve that praise, I worked hard for it while you babbled your mouth off talking about boys", but of course, I held it in.

That's another thing I regret. Just bottling in all of my emotions when I was so annoyed and angry. Then, I just wanted to burst like a volcano and tell them off, I wanted to just not do anything and see how it makes them feel to see a freaking F. Even so, I was afraid. I was the one who couldn't deal with that F. I was always too worried about my grades that I couldn't let myself down. So, I just did it. I did it all by myself. It was like that all the time for me.

I don't know if you meant to share this with me, but I do relate really much, so I just ranted a bit. I don't know how to give you advice on this, but I just shared my experience. I hope you won't have any regrets. I think the best thing to do is confront them (your best friend & your group) and tell them how you feel. If they can't accept your feelings or change their behavior (like my group of friends) then they aren't your friends. They are using you. That's why you have to know who are your real friends.

I hope things will get better for you. It might be really hard to speak up, but I think that speaking up, especially to your best friend, will help your life turn out for the better. Again, sorry if this isn't of any help. I'm glad you were able to rant a little to me though.

-serenityseventeen