May 17, 2019
Aww beans ! I dropped me dick !
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Aww beans ! I dropped me dick !
He picked her over me.
I didnt know that was the kind of impression i gave you.
it takes a lot to make a person cry, and you, of all the people would make me cry.. the most..
I lost a follower... the fluff people? Really? =(
fuck you. fuck you for making me choose between you and my best friend. if you really loved me, you wouldn't make me choose. if you cared about my happiness, you wouldn't make me pick.
to be completely honest though, i'd choose my best friend. hands down. even though i've only known him a couple months, he makes me incredibly happy. he's been there for me every single time i've needed him. he's never made me feel alone. there's not one time he's made me upset. maybe he's let me down a few times.. but that was never his fault. there is never a time that i haven't smiled when i'm around him. i need him in my life, because if i didn't have him in my life right now, i'd be so lost. i want him to be in my life now & i want him to be in my life in the future.
what have you done for me..? i mean, i am so appreciative of everything you've done for me in the past.. helping me adjust to the move and helping me meet new people, i can't keep basing it on that .. & besides the fact that we were together for 3 & 1/2 years.. i don't remember the last time you made me happy. i don't remember the last time you tried to go outside the box for me. you made me feel so alone. sometimes, i thought i could die. you make me beg and plead for you to talk to me, when we were in fights. you make me do all the work, you make me feel so bad for the mistakes i made. yeah, i fucked up here and there.. but you shouldn't make me feel like complete shit all the time for it. you don't make me feel like you even want me in your life, sometimes..
sigh, if loving you means hurting all the time & having to fight for my own happiness.. if loving you means having to pick between you and my best friend. i can't love you, nor pick you..