can i literally fucking beg the universe to stop serving it to me on a silver platter
i dont want it, its not tasty, it makes me want to vom. stop

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can i literally fucking beg the universe to stop serving it to me on a silver platter
i dont want it, its not tasty, it makes me want to vom. stop
i fucked up. it was my fault.
i don’t know why i couldn’t just accept it. after the break up i found it doesn’t bother me anymore. like i’m not triggered by it. i guess it was only because it was them.
space was a big thing for me. i loved space! my whole thing was there was this one teal nebula that i would use for every avatar and it was a whole thing. but then they said “i am space” and it was like it wasn’t mine anymore? and then i developed astrophobia?
there was one time when i saw a pair of snow leopard print socks in the store and i almost hyperventilated. god why did it bother me so much? why couldn’t i just be alright? cause it doesn’t bother me now. why couldn’t it not bother me then?
because i know they broke up with me because of my trigger. i know. because they said something like “there are people who won’t respect me as a nonbinary person and i’ll never be able to forgive them” and a bunch of things about respecting them as a whole person not just parts of a person leading up to the break up. so i know
i know and im sorry and i don’t know why and i wish i had a fucking time machine
great now i’m crying
me: *browsin the forums*
thread: A Thread To Talk About [trigger]!!
me:
me:
me: *clicks and reads thru*
me: oh wow why am i freaking out and scared
So I played miitomo to chillax , but my fp's mii wos wearing clothes I didnt like so,
one of my mutuals is talking abt having a few The Thing That Triggers Me feelings Nnnnniiice
Tfw you distract ur fp from talking to you and they end up joining a whole new community of ppl to be their friends Instead of You. ur fine with it bcs it makes them happy and that's all you ever want in life, for ur fp to be happy, until Bonus: their profile picture triggers u
>watching a very potter musical
> notices its made by the group “team starkid”
> team starkid
> starkid
> almost cries, curls into a ball and feels like my hair is falling out of my head