It’s The Sugg Life (Part 2)- Joe Sugg
Request - Are u going to do a part 2 to the Joe Sugg imagine? It was really good:)
A few months later…
Life had been different without Joe, it had been slower and calmer. You hadn’t heard from him since you’d split up. After that you’d taken time away from everything, social media mainly. Your way to tackle hate was to avoid it. After everything that had happened you left London, deciding to visit a few places that you’d never been to before. You travelled the length and width of the country, visiting Inverness, Cardiff, Norwich and Jersey. In fact, it had been the best month of your life so far. Just switching off had been good for you.
Now though, you were making your final stop in Jersey. It was the last place you’d visit before heading back to London to carry on with your life.
As you boarded your flight, you sent a message to your friend Chris. He was supposed to be picking you up from the airport once you’d landed. The flight to Jersey was a short one, an hour over all, therefore, it gave you very little time to contemplate what you’d say to Chris once you saw him. After the whole thing with Joe, you weren’t sure about how he’d react to you even though you’d been friends for years now.
Soon enough, your plane had landed in Jersey. You felt the nerves begin to build up, you were irrational. You knew that, but there was something bothering you in the back of your mind. Almost like the what-ifs were becoming too much. Before you knew it, you were through the airport and outside in the fresh Jersey air. You glanced around for a few moments before spotting someone flailing their arms at you, it made you laugh quietly. Walking over, you embraced Chris when you were close enough. He returned your hug tightly.
“Hey (Y/N), how’ve you been?” He asked caringly. You smiled at him.
“I’ve been alright, it’s been nice to take a break from everything, you know?” You replied.
Chris guided you over to his car and placed your bag into the boot. You hopped into the passenger seat and buckled yourself in. Chris soon joined you and began driving. You could feel the elephant in the room.
“So, how are things?” Chris started. You sighed a small sigh, you knew that this was coming.
“Honestly, not great. I miss him Chris, but I don’t know if I can ever go back to that part of my life. I don’t know if I want to.” You looked down at the floor of his car, taking interest in the trim of the floor mats.
“Then don’t. If it’s not what you want, then don’t do it. You need to take care of yourself (Y/N).” Chris replied. You saw him let out a small, reassuring smile. It made you feel slightly better to know that one of your good friends still supported you. You’d lost friends over the past few weeks, it just proved to you that sometimes you really don’t know who your true friends are.
Soon you arrived at Chris’ house. You grabbed your bag out of the car and followed Chris inside. He showed you the guest bedroom and left you to get settled in. You popped your bag down on the floor and pulled your phone out, sitting down on the bed.
You scrolled through some of your messages, replying to those that were important like the ones from your family and ignoring others. One message caught your eye though. It was from Joe, simply saying,
“Hey, can we talk?”
You stared at it for a moment, you didn’t know how to feel about it, unsure on whether you should reply or not. Taking a breath, you decided to reply.
“What do you want Joe?”
You replied, annoyed after everything that had happened. That was when your phone rang. It was Joe. You deliberated your options before hitting the answer key.
“Hello, Joe.” You said in a flat, disinterested tone. You heard him sigh.
“Hey (Y/N). How-how have you been?” He asked with a small falter in the middle. You could feel a sadness inside of you reappearing that hadn’t been there for a while.
“I’ve been ok.” You lied, you couldn’t tell him how you’d really been. “What about you?”
You heard him sigh. “I’ve been ok too.” There was a pause for a few moments, it felt like an age to you.
“(Y/N), I’m sorry for what happened. I really am. I should have stood up for you, but I didn’t. I never meant to make you feel the way that I did.” He blurted out. Your breath caught in your throat, not knowing what to say you let out a small squeak.
“Thank you. But I don’t know what you want me to say, Joe.” You replied, your voice trembling slightly.
“I didn’t want you to say anything, I just wanted you to listen.” Joe replied, he sounded relieved in a sense but also sad. You made a noise in acknowledgement, allowing Joe to keep speaking.
“I miss you (Y/N), I want you to come home.” He said genuinely. You felt a sinking feeling in your chest. This is what you were unsure about.
“Joe, I don’t know about that.” You said, your voice laced with sadness. Joe’s breath caught. You could hear it.
“Please. Just please come home.” You could hear his voice crack as he asked.
“I’m sorry Joe, I can’t. I’m sorry.”
You hung up the phone and threw it on the floor, not wanting to look at it anymore. The pain you felt was intense and raw, tears streamed down your face. Your breath catching in your throat as a sob escaped. You couldn’t believe what had just happened.
It was a new beginning, you just weren’t sure if it was for the best.















