4 hour exam at 8 am ahahaha.. somebody sedate me

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4 hour exam at 8 am ahahaha.. somebody sedate me
*deliriously tired and horny* i want you to hold my face and scritch my head for normal reasons
awh fuck she was right i am clingy as hell
Sometimes I feel so like I wanna give my life to this people and culture and our past and our present and our future and commit my whole life to save it, but also so sad and hopeless and tired and actively seeing everything crumble and being worse; we are so alone and left out but to what point I must accept that's our own fault, a bit more Spanish each passing decade and I just. I just feel like I don't know what to do.
I'm as big as any person's mortality at the end. Gotta keep going like I'd never give up to capitalism ways neither but sometimes I really grieve what could have been for all of us around the world and as I age closer to be no more these feelings only intensifie.
But as my beloved always says to me: Everything can change in a week. Liberation always could happen next Monday. Hold on.
I'm struggling with this platform
A lot has changed since I went on hiatus. The dashboard is insane. I don't know what they've done but its completely fucked everything up. I don't see 90% of people's posts, and I'm told they don't see mine either. I don't want to have to rely on fuckin tags to interact with the fandom.
Sadly, I find as well that there's just no sense of community anymore and that's something I really enjoyed. It felt like I'd always have this place to return to and continue where I left off. But it definitely feels like a completely different thing now and not for the better. And... I dunno.
My muse is higher than its been in over a year and I itch to write. I feel as though I could sit down and write for days until my fingers caught on fire. That's not what's holding me back.
I think I really just need to evaluate my place on this particular platform and what the future of this blog looks like.
Seeing all the posts bout the new lesson 55 while I'm over here on lesson 25...