#the bpd

[black-quadrant]

I’m decades into existence and I still boggle over the fact people refer to me as their friend and speak fondly of me to others

[theredpelican]

i hate living with other ppl like... how dare u criticize my self-destructive behaviour... how dare u not validate me every single second ur in my presence

[the-cookie-jar-system]

anybody feeling #obsessive today - algae

[reinelefey]

Has anyone else reached the dichotomy of like...

There are so many problems that the simplest solution is a freight train?

But like. I would never DO that, but like... It WOULD solve some problems.

But like, I would never DO IT. because I CAN'T. There's too many people who rely on me.

But the thought lives there. Rent free. It's become a casual half joke, somehow. You know you'd never do it, but like... What IF? y'know. Like eeh eeeeh... But like you're not gonna.

Is that just accepting my depression, ooooor?