sometimes i feel like i already ruined my life and its too late for anything and then im like im 15 lol what am i on

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sometimes i feel like i already ruined my life and its too late for anything and then im like im 15 lol what am i on
day 85 of drawing watcher everyday until he gets added to daybrk. comfort food
I’m never touching cake mix ever again. God.
TREAT ME LIKE A FOOL. TREAT ME MEAN AND CRUEL... BUT LOVE ME.
top ten things I need to do this following year:
number 1: calm the fuck down
i'm really thinking about war period mikhail now... since he's a rifle boy do you think he'd develop some kind of hearing problem? soldiers get hearing problems not only from bombs and that sorta stuff but from their own weapons from how close it is to their ears T-T
yes... right ear worse than his left. he doesn't think about wearing proper ear protection enough so it's especially poor for him compared to others
taking this as an opportunity to list what i think his other various injuries are (some of this is stolen from oomfs): - broke his nose and it set funny so it's crooked + chipped tooth - the first time he tried to shoot he got cocky and thought "oh it can't be THAT hard ive watched so many movies" >dislocates his shoulder - all sorts of issues but mostly shoulder/back problems as he gets older - although outwardly he's still just as kind and happy, he gets a little quieter; he doesn't like to be alone for too long and he gets twitchy if he's not occupied with drawing or working on something; he doesn't have nightmares often but he has insomnia
reading aeneas’s horrific account of the fall of troy and all my greek faves burning homes killing trojans indiscriminately desecrating holy shrines perpetuating the endless cycle of blood and fear and death and despair