#the redness

[veersnz]

A HUUUUUGE THANK YOU TO THE AMAZING @feverfangs FOR DRAWING MY OC DEREL SO BEAUTIFULLY!!! FULL CENSORED VERSION UNDER THE CUT !!!!

He looks absolutely dazzling and your skills are just out of this world (hehe see what I did there djdjdjj) Thank you again so much, this idiot has never looked this sneezy and mad about it, perfection right there 🙏❤️ (hoping the censorship robot will not flame this-)

Naked, flourishing, in his lane, about to sneeze and make a mess of himself 🙂‍↕️🙏

[cultleaderzukki]

question about dacryphilia: does the cause or source of the tears make a difference? like, is there a difference between tears caused by physical pain, by emotional pain, or by more autonomic responses like choking/gagging? or even like, tears of joy?

Next to sadism, this is one of my harder to explain kinks. Like, I just know deep down that it’s arousing to me but actually looking into why… I’m not too sure. I’m very sure of this one fact though. That the dacryphilia ties directly in with my sadism.

I can only speak for myself but yeah, I would say the context of why the person is crying matters but it all ends up with me getting turned on (but for different reasons and at varying levels). To make it as simple as possible…

Sadness = it’s sexy because they’re showing vulnerability and I like being a shoulder to cry on. I also like how “weak” they are compared to me (who’s calm and not crying). In a way, I get a power trip from it.

Physical pain/emotional pain= their discomfort is a major factor on why I like it. I like how they’re forced to show me their pain in a physical way. It’s hotter if I’m the cause of it though because it involves control.

Happiness is the lowest in terms of sexiness because of how dacryphilia ties in with my sadism but it does turn me on because I just like seeing people I like happy lol

As for autonomic responses like gagging/choking, I just think they look pathetic so that’s why I find it arousing. It’s akin to looking at your crush in sexy underwear. There’s no real reason why aside from the fact that they’re performing the act, I guess. Like a cherry on top?

[sweetmaririn]

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[untrisha]

Woke up from a dream so horrendous I immediately had a panic attack ✌️

[uhohpsycho]

The Truth

when someone asks why your face gets red

you say “i don't know”

but you do know

and you know that

its cause everything seems unreal

the moment seems normal for other people but for you its hell...

when it does happen it feels like:

all eyes are on you

your vision become blurry

your hearing gets better 

in fact everything is too loud, 

your head hurts any voice is a scream

 you get dizzy 

your face heats up so much you don't want to touch it

you try to fan your face but you know it isn't working

you start to stupidly ask someone if your face is red

knowing they're gonna say yes

you try techniques you read online knowing that won't work

you give up.

[uhohpsycho]

The Redness...

The moment when you raise your hand...

You can't decide whether or not you actually answer

You keep stirring up conflict in your head

The voices in your head get louder and LOUDER

you can't say anything 

your voice goes away

your heart beats too much you feel others can hear it

until

everything stops

life stops

the teacher say your name

you can't find your voice

all eyes are on you 

your face gets red

a student points it out

you start to think about the redness 

it starts getting stronger

you can't stop the redness

they point out that its getting redder

you start to shake

your body gets numb

you get angry 

after class

the class forgot about what just happened

but you didn't

you never get to answer the question

you go cry

cry and cry cause no-one understands

everyone is perfect but ME

[crezias]

There's nothing chill about chillblains