so...i shall talk about it! ha!
recently (27th feb) my fp has tore all contact with me. without a single word. i actually thought that he committed sui(he was on a brink of doing so) but after reaching out to him THROUGH A FRIEND(cuz he wouldnt answer me nor look at my msgs) HE SAID AND I AM QUOTING "i know this is an asshole move but that would be kinda weird to go and apologize and then go back in the void.." motherfucker. i will murder you. fuck you MEAN IT WOULD BE WEIRD TO APOLOGIZE???????? and then he says "ik ivy is probably very scared for me but i cant make myself do that" do you hear this bullshit tree bfdi. literally no words.
all this is so appalling for me because i was so obsessed with him and loved him unconditionally... i thought we were so close.. i was opening ny guts to him! and he saw everything!!!!! and this bitch just does that?? what does he think he is? i know he is no prince like me. he is a garbage peasant that knows so, yet still tries to act higher than that. i know what he is like. but i dont think he ever.. knew me fully? bro i know what is his favorite food colors and numbers! does he know anything besides 1-2 things??????? bro. i need to trash on him with EVERYONE I KNOW🙏 pls this would be so good to do
let me tell you something else. im just garbaging his dms because he doesnt care anymore💛 called him every word possible, counted what i did for him and what he did for me, pointed out our old soft texts and on and on! i dont want to stop. i wont let him leave me. not like that