Hunger Pangs : Alucard x reader GN
Alucard x FORGEMASTER!Reader Alucard is depressed after the events of the twins, forge master reader is looking after him and trying to get him to eat. Angst, pining, grief.
> I write for my OC's but convert to x reader gn on tumblr
"Eaaat.." They spoke drawing out their words in motion with the food they placed near the mouth of the dhampire. "Eat" they repeated
The events still fresh as the two corpses outside the castle; Alucard becoming a former shell of himself, only summoning motivation to drink more wine. They honestly didn't know if he could die from starvation but they weren't willing to fail their mission by finding out. Although their approach seemed foolish, it truly was their best attempt to get him to eat. Being the youngest of the Forge masters' they were raised with, their practice for caring wasn't exactly there... even if her heart was.
Alucard's mouth refused to open, earning a huff and a sigh from his castle-mate. His mind far to clouded with grief and despair to consider where the food came from, they had rode out that day to the local village to purchase supplies and a cook book. Normally fit with enough money and rations on their trips, home life included servants to feed them, even here Alucard normally cooked. Needless to say, cooking was new to them.
"Alucard…" his name a plea on their lips for him to eat
His eyes trail to their large eyes. 'Alucard' the name he preferred sounded like a gut punch from them now, he hadn't heard them speak his true name since that night; a secondary grief to his already piling disappear. He knows in his gut he has ruined things between them, a moment of loneliness and lust cost him all three of friends at once. He blames himself, spiraling into maybes and what ifs, the same cycle he's been battling for days. He felt like such a fool as tears pile up as they drip from his eyes. Safe hands work quickly to wipe away the salty tears that escaped him, their hands, the same hands that wiped away his tears days ago, the same hands that held him close as he wept next to his father's ring body pained and life destroyed.
"I'm so so sorry" he wept as his head fell into his hands
Their hands held back for a moment, unsure of their next step. They felt so many things, they couldn't switch off her feelings for him, even though she accepted he doesn't reciprocate the same feelings. Staying as his friend allowed them to at least satisfy their mother's demands and help out the dhampire they called her friend. Looking over the hollow creature in front of them. They sighed deeply.
"Then eat." They spoke bluntly holding the food back up to the pitiful half-vampire.
He parted his lips softly biting down on the food as their hands held the meal to his mouth. He ate slowly. His counterpart becoming more relaxed as he ate more and more.