#theari

[samthe-onion-nigga]

Oh yea… i forgot to tell yall, i bought a car this week!

Yall prolly had no idea, but in September (BEFORE the hurricanes), we had lots n lots of raining.. real fast. Caused some flooding, lost my car in the flood.

The shop said ‘this should be totaled. If the engine is changed out, there will most likely be lasting electronic damage’. Geico said ‘we’ll cross that bridge when we get there!’

Between Sep 4th and Mar 28th (yes, girl, half a year!), they decided to try to fix it… mind u, there are PLENTY of Sentra engines around for $300… but they arent good… bc $300 and we got a buncha flood vehicles rn cuz we jus had a flood situation AND 2 hurricanes..

3 engines, an engine computer (it had to be reprogrammed bc they are based off VIN) and a transmission later.. theg would approve all of that, but not the labor and oil for the transmission, so they FINALLY decided to total it..

My girl and i been sharing a car for 6 months. My boy been missin his track practice, we havnt been able to see each other.. it’s been weird..

I searched for this car, for weeks.. them ppl tried to tell me $27k.. who? Baby the paper outside that has options ion want says $19,8… and im not payin THAT!

Car negotiations suck, but i left that dealership. $18,2 out the door… a blessing!

Ik that was long, but yall deserved to know…

[samthe-onion-nigga]

Yall,

Yup, some of yall gon be mad about this.. might get some unfollows, but i do not care!

Please stop sendin me messages askin me for money! I do not care what it’s about. I don’t have money for me. I am borrowing money to pay my rent. My car been in the shop for a month now. Im a delivery driver. I can’t even make more money right now. I still had to pay the car note and insurance.

I’m not insensitive to yalls’ problems, but damn, I do not have it! And I literally don’t know yall. This is social media. I cone here to laugh n giggle n see what fun yall have gotten into, but instead its ad, post, begging post, sumn funny, urgent begging post, ad, ad, sex gif, IWAV (x28) (yall gotta chill wit that too), beggin post and another ad…

It’s hard enough scrolling and seeing the horror (yall on this site too, yall kno wtf im talkin about), but damn… i do not have no money. Don’t follow me so you can send me a message asking for money. Hope yall have a good day

[samthe-onion-nigga]

Man, i am in a pickle!!

The past always comes back to haunt you, right?

I feel like it’s comin back and showing me all the shit I miss about myself. Like these last few years, I’ve been toning myself down and chillin. It’s gotten to the point where I look in the mirror and really don’t kno who tf I am anymore. Knowing who I USED to be, what i USED to do and USED to like that I jus dont do anymore because life..

But the past.. the past is dangerous. its been 3 days.. and the livelihood that I’ve been reminded of.. this shit aint fair!

I’m all settled down, my life has taken a turn. My present is calm, stable, monotonous. My past is dangerous, spontaneous, fun.

What’s a girl to do?

[humanpost]

The Tree of Life Behold that before the emanations were emanated and the creatures were created, The upper simple light had filled the whole existence. And there was no vacancy, such as an empty atmosphere, a hollow, or a pit, But all was filled with simple, boundless light. And there was no such part as head, or tail, But everything was simple, smooth light, balanced evenly and equally, And it was called the Endless Light. And when upon His simple will, came the desire to create the world and emanate the emanations, To bring to light the perfection of His deeds, His names, His appellations, Which was the cause of the creation of the worlds, He then restricted Himself, in the middle, Precisely in the center, He restricted the light. And the light drew far off to the sides around that middle point. And there remained an empty space, a vacuum Circling the middle point. And the restriction had been uniform Around the empty point, So that the space Was evenly circled around it. There, after the restriction, Having formed a vacuum and a space Precisely in the middle of the endless light, A place was formed, Where the emanated and the created might reside. Then from the Endless Light a single line hung down, Lowered down into that space. And through that line, He emanated, created, formed, and Made all the worlds. Before these four worlds came to be There was one infinite, one name, in wondrous, hidden unity, That even for the closest of the angels, There is no attainment in the endless, As there is no mind that can perceive Him, For He has no place, no boundary, no name.

The ARI - 16th century Kabbalist (recited)

[samthe-onion-nigga]

I twirl on my haters...... #iSlay #THEAri #GoodMorning #AfricanMelanin (at Jacksonville, Florida)

[yehuda-berg]

Appreciation can be a powerful tool for maintaining our blessings and a strong connection to the Light. At one time, there were many tzadikim (righteous people) in the world, but so few paid attention to them. When the great 16-century Kabbalist, Rav Isaac Luria (the Ari) was alive, not all of his fellow citizens of Safed came to hear him speak. But when he left this world, everyone thought, “He lived right here among us in our city, and we did not even take the opportunity to connect to him!” Like the Ari, my father’s teacher, Rav Brandwein, and his teacher Rav Ashlag, didn’t have many pupils. Today, thanks to the work of my dad and mom, Rav and Karen Berg, in making this knowledge available to the masses, those teachers have far more students now than they did when they were alive! Many people of that generation have said that had they only realized how great these teachers were when they were alive, they would have studied with them. When we appreciate, we can experience the blessing. The more we are grateful for something, the more we have the potential to become fulfilled by it. True, deep appreciation is fulfillment.

Yehuda Berg