I haven't been active lately. I haven't been tuning in, to pretty much anything. I'm being honest right now. It's like the air left the planet in February. I've been trying to catch my breathe ever since. I've never been good at processing emotion. I bottle everything up, put on a daily face, and try to keep my shit together. Then I go into the studio and add to this. This. This is why I paint. I have these mood swinging episodes and this is how I deal with them. I'm loving the freedom in my pieces but it's not entirely working as well anymore. So I ask of you, have certain meds helped you emotionally? What positive experiences do you have? Asking for myself... @upcollective_york #theartofpurkey #upcollectiveyork #love #life #abstractart #modernart #abstractexpressionism #creativityfound #abstractart #fineart #mixedmediapainting #acrylicpainting #artwork #wip #contemporaryart #neoexpressionism #lowbrow #strangeart #outsiderartist #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #artsaves #emotions https://www.instagram.com/p/BpilA-xh4E9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=easn50lx6q60