why I do theater after all
there have been days. all people who have worked in theater can agree. there have been days where you want to walk out those doors and never look back. but then again, there have been days. the days when you remember why you do what you do after all. see, yesterday was both of those days. my theater group participated in a competition festival Friday and Saturday. I thought we did awesome until I saw the other entries. scared out of my mind for the sake of myself and others, I caught myself thinking, "why in the hell do I bother?" but it's moments like 10:30 last night that I remember why. we won. the exhilaration of knowing you did something right is incredible. that's why I do theater. it's not about winning or losing, it's about family and achieving something great. god, I love what I do.