the-blind-stilinski x bretttal: things you said when you were crying | things you said with no space between us
things you said when you were crying
v: see the colours (with the-blind-stilinski)
“What if I forget how you look?”
You sounded so broken, the look on your face tearing the world apart, leaving me in pain and angst. I don’t know what else there was to say other than lies. If I told you you wouldn’t, wouldn’t it be a burden on you, so on the day when oblivion strikes, you’ll be devastated and ashamed of not living up to my expectations? I couldn’t do that to you. But I had to make you feel better.
“You’ll remember it in another way.”
I took your face in my hands and closed my eyes, mapping your nose and your lips with my fingertips. I almost stopped when I felt your tears on my hand, but I didn’t, I kept touching your face, trying to remember every single turn my fingertips took, imprinting the boy I love in my head.
Even when one day you won’t be able to see me, you’ll still have me.
things you said with no space between us
v: the misfits (with the-blind-stilinski)
No clothes, just flesh on flesh, lips on lips and hands intertwined. I closedmy eyes, trying my best not to peek. It wasn’t like you would know if I did,but I wanted to keep my promise, so even if I kissed your nose instead ofyour lips a few times, or that I bumped into your knees (both, one after theother), I still kept them shut.
”You don’t have to do that, Brett.”
You mumbled with a small moan, and your soft words melted in my ears,so sweet and compelling, I almost did give up. I wanted to see you, I wantedto see how you looked with your skin flushed and brows furrowed, I wantedto see how you looked when you called my name. Then I realised how youmust have felt, not having to option to open your eyes to see my face, nomatter how bad you wanted to. That thought made my eyes water, and I didnot want tears to ruin the moment.
That one time, I didn’t look. How I wish I could give you the ability to seeagain, and then perhaps you can see me, and you’d be happy.