#thebongdiggity

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My boyfriend 3D printed a weaving loom for me!!

It's so fun and simple!

The red and white is the first one and it just took me another go with the purple-teal and white to get it looking a bit better!!

Glad I'm feeling creative, finally out of ... Crafter's block!

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When Facebook is too public for your self pity and self loathing...

So I come hear to voice how much of a piece of shit I am because no one fucking cares here.

Yep, I'm a huge disappointment to myself and others I assume, all I do is make shit worse. Even when I'm trying to stick up for my own feelings, fuck that, I still feel like garbage.

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I wanna be cute and post cute videos like everyone else now a days...

But... At the same time my need for being the opposite of what's expected is too strong to succumb to the video social media.

Text posts are underrated.

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Sometimes I wonder if people look at how empty their life is.

Like all these lifeless Instagram and YouTube stars... Not all of them i guess but some of them I want to shake and ask if they ever think about why they do things or if they blindly walk through the world.

Do something with the connection you have with thousands of people, make a difference, spread KNOWLEDGE...

Don't make 500 videos of your self being rude to people, judging others actions and rolling in instant gratification. I know not everyone is like his bit it blows my mind how many people it seems there are that just go along with what they think people want from them.

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Having myself a little crystal and self cleansing during the eclipse today 😁🍃🌌🌞🌚

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I went to the ocean last night...

It was cloudy, really overcast, sometimes you could see the brightness of the moon behind the clouds. It was late, midnight even, as I waded into the water up to my knees and I could steadily feel the tide flowing in, rising. The clouds opened a bit to allow the majesty of the full moon through and when that happened I felt a rush of energy rush through and around me. It was so much and so suddenly that I was rocked backwards a step, then the waves were pulled back out and I stood there in awe of the magic that I felt in the ocean under the power of the moon...

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It's over 80 degrees ...

And here I am in a floor length, black skirt, and long sleeved, black shirt... I look hot.

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I've always felt bad for not being a better older sister...

But, you know what? At least we're exact opposites and I'm pretty sure it's because she used to try to be completely different from me, and I'm the fucked up black sheep of the family and she's definitely doing great things with her life already so... I guess, my bad influence on her influences her to be better?? Idk dunk thoughts