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🎨 Favorite colors across the board?
I'm not sure!! Lots of us like pink, but I know some people really don't. Yellow is usually pretty neutral? I know I like yellow, and I don't think anyone dislikes yellow.. Usually when we have to pick a colour for something, and it's not gonna belong to someone in particular, we go for yellow!
Well shit, turns out there's actual studies and stuff about the trauma I experienced as a baby and now it doesn't seem so impossible that that is what caused my plurality.. I'm still not sure if all of it counts as trauma, but there's a few studies on one part of it and not much on the other part, let alone the two together.. but that's better than nothing, yeah??
The disorder sure is dissociating today 😔
We're so blurry and switchy it's vertigo-inducing because of how different we are OUGH
i wish i was me and not cocon because this soju would fuck so hard but noooo we had to mix it with soda. cant even comfortably post on my own blog when i feel like im being watched in my own head :/
it's hard to tell if this whole "Remi" thing is just a natural progression of the self or if i am in fact, someone different. i dont think im drastically different, but i do feel kinda like ive been refreshed or rebirthed in a way. "Batty" feels a lot more like an OC or a facet of who i am now, and that ive like... evolved?? into "Remi". i still like going by "Batty" but i dont really identify with it to the extent that i used to.
much to think about but i have beads to sort so i dont have time for that 👍
we've been so blurry lately due to recent life events and it's been kinda fucking shitty tbh like some people in this brain might be against wishing death on people but me and pillz are out here chanting "kill yourself" about this person who is no longer in our life lol. we hope they get the psychic damage or whatever it is batty says.
im telling our doctor physio man that im done. if im stressed out enough to be here then something has to change. fuck.
i cant tell if im just having some natural progression of the self or if im someone else entirely ._. like idk im not NOT me but like. once again. im in my grunge era. and it feels distinctly separate from the frilly puppy dog moments but also not. idk. weird stuff. just wanted to put this somewhere.
