I am not Ironman
What i hate most hearing that a relative would say is that i am the only hope my mom and dad has, they say i cant rely on my big sister anymore because she too has other problems to tend to, i know i shouldnt act bad or so bothered about it on the count of that i am the eldest son but i'm still a kid, a boy who thinks he is not ready for the responsibility, my fears my anxiety, its killing me. But my major concern is my big sister, my mom, my dad and my other two siblings and how i can manage to do what is expected :( I maybe naive but i am afraid of what the expectations would be of the people i call family, i dont know if i can live up to it and be really the hope that they see in me :(
life is tough and it is really getting tougher and tougher each day.
just smile, just smile and worries will be gone for a short while.
haaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssst.