@thedarkempath said — “ ah ! a smile ! i told you i could make you smile. ” ( kaz )
his body is not his to control, not when he’s with her. for weeks now, kazimir has begun to suspect such. the way his stomach flutters in its own volition when she looks to him, all soft gazes and words of respect and admiration. he isn’t sure what she sees with her own eyes, but he’s well aware that he’s gentler with her too, than he’s ever been with any other being. “ i never doubted you for a second, ” he says with a laugh, gaze turning towards the waves that crash on the shores they walk. “ besides, your company makes me happy. ” it’s almost unfair that she’s this easy to talk to, that in her presence, he forgets what lives inside of him. rachel is not the first person to treat him kindly, not the first person to see more in him than the blood his past mistakes have left behind. but she looks at him as if the only parts of him that exist are the good, the kind, the white knight coming to her rescue.
hands link at his back, face gently smoothing itself back into something less bright as is ordinary of him. the relationship between them has consistently been nothing more than friendly, polite conversation. he cannot let it turn into more than that, though something nags inside of him to push and see what blooms. ( that is not what this world has in store for him, not after all the bad he's done. ) still, fondness creeps back up. tone kind as he looks still towards a sea that couldn't possibly hold a candle to her beauty. “ but it might be in your best interest if you stopped trying, rachel. you have the queen's support now. ” and they could protect her from whatever came, if anything ever came for her in the kingdom that shouldn't even exist. “ being friends with me is hardly safe for you. ” but even that wasn't true, was it? here, there was nothing but safety. so — what did he hope to avoid?













