#thedorktag

[abovethethroat]

heeeeeeyyyy,,, remember that autistic!peter fic i wrote and published like a year ago on AO3? weeeeeeell it’s gotten so much love (12k readers and so so many kudos) and i can’t believe it!!

now....i have another fic that’s around 35k words as of right now that’s still not finished and i’ve been uploading chapters since june 2019. if anyone wants to see poor peter spiraling into addiction then follow this link 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/21657889/chapters/51645811

(and share it with your friends and their friends and tHEIR friends, too, pls)

[abovethethroat]

y’all i’ve finally written something since the honey bee fic

ready for some spidey autie feels??????? https://archiveofourown.org/works/19434097

[abovethethroat]

“you don’t seem that autistic to me, and I know a lot of autistic people”

wOW thanks for making me feel like shit, because it’s not like autistics are wildly different and that just because your friend “clearly doesn’t know when things are offensive” (pro tip from a fellow autie: he probably fucking does even if you don’t see it that way) doesn’t mean that my struggles with social interaction aren’t there

Like, I struggle a lot with beginning, holding and ending conversations and interpreting people I do not know that well, but I keep most of that to myself so she really can’t “tell how autistic” I am

I am the only one that knows, fuck this

[abovethethroat]

Today's Sherlock is sitting cross-legged on the carpet eating pad thai and looking through cold cases he nicked from Lestrade's office And John asks if he had permission to take them even though he ~knows~ that Sherlock most certainly did not But he can't bring himself to be upset about it when his detective is so excited, and his little heart is melting

[abovethethroat]

you know that god damn twinkle in ben’s eyes whenever he’s passionate about a certain topic or telling a joke

yeah that

it will kill me

[abovethethroat]

The Sherlock living his own life in my head has a bee plushie that is slightly weighted and super rad to stim with And he has every tangle imaginable to test out which texture and size works best to calm him down in different situations John didn't quite understand why Sherlock spent periods quiet in the beginning but now he understands that his love tends to go non-verbal when things overwhelm him. John wraps him tightly in his favorite blanket, puts on the kettle and makes sure Sherlock knows that he is perfect the way he is and that he will still be right here on the sofa when Sherlock is ready. And then as if that weren't perfect enough, John then asks if pulling his fingers through Sherlock's curls is okay, and the detective gives a small nod as he curls in on himself and inches closer to Johns lap. Then when Sherlock isn't feeling as small and overwhelmed anymore, he greets John with his favorite take out and a few beers when he gets home from the clinic as his way of saying thank you. He's always found these things difficult, so he hopes the message gets across even though those two words won't make their way past his lips. John understands.

[abovethethroat]

honey bee. (1275 words) by abovethethroat Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson Additional Tags: Autistic Sherlock Holmes, Autism, Sensory Overload, Meltdown, Bees, Sherlock Holmes and Bees, Special Interest, asd Summary:

Sherlock is excited about his new bees and all he wants is to share his enthusiasm with John, but somehow his mind can't seem to let him.

[abovethethroat]

guess who just spent the equivalent to $90 on androgynous clothes from hm at 2 in the morning

mE

all i need now’s a gc2b binder, a haircut and then i’ll be ~*complete*~

i’ll feel so much more comfortable during my nonbinary days oh man