okay i was a big girl and went into the office even though i did not want to. then i locked in and worked without pause from 8:30am to 2:15pm and got this report draft done. the millionth revision my god but i am going to politely decline to revise any further. i am going to delay sending it until the end of the day though because part of it is going to be Controversial and i do not want to deal with someone being reactive over it lol. anyway now i am done with big projects for the day and can just do little tasks or stare into space for the last hour and a half of this day. also i brought in a photo of me and the baby sticking our tongues out at the camera and stuck it on my computer and every time i look at it i'm like :) there's my little kid. maybe i will start bringing in a bunch of photos of my child and other beloved humans and stick them on my bulletin board so that in times of future work despair i can just be like oh THAT'S my real life, actually, not whatever this is.
