Starter for @lesbian-megurine!
The day in which Sanae and she met at the casino...Miku would've ended up running to leave the place, to sit somewhere else, cry...but the truth was, that out of impulse, she couldn't help but follow Sanae, and consequently Yuuna way later into the night.
She did so from a distance to not be spotted, admittedly even jealous that the bunny girl was the one to accompany her back home that night, and with the ex-idol's mind fabricating the worst outcome it could come up with.
That maybe, just after they argued, she intended to sleep with someone else, too.
Having kept in her mind where Sanae lived now, Miku would bite her tongue and go back home that night, finding it useless to try and pursue her then- even worse if she got to hear moans from the inside by accident, a thing that would only fuel her current jealousy.
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Just a few days after, and the ex-idol would've prepared herself to visit her ex-girlfriend in hopes that, perhaps now that a few days passed after that encounter, they could speak to each other with a clearer mind...late into the night to make sure the bartender's shift was over.
She took a shower, brushed her hair all nice into her usual ponytails- even going as far as to dress herself up with something a bit more formal for the occasion.
Last thing she wanted was for Sanae to get the wrong image of the person she was now, and even if it wouldn't be a lie to admit she was deep inside a hole at the moment, she wanted to pretend that for a moment, she wasn't.
When the time came to do her makeup, Miku would mess up the one on her left eye, making her squeal in front of the mirror she was using to help herself, and deciding to cover it up with an eye patch...she could attend that later. Should be fine, right?
What...a mess she was still.
But, she could blame her nervousness at the moment. Even if she wasn't in front of Sanae's apartment's door still, her heart was beating fast, and she could feel some anxiety building inside.
Maybe that's why before leaving, the ex-idol picked a pair of her meds for her anxiety, and gulped them down before she would leave to the apartment...not even wanting to alert Teto or Flavia in the process.
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The closer she got to the apartment, the more nervous that Miku grew, but thankfully, the pills also made their work on the side, and lessened whatever reaction she could've had once she was finally standing in front of the door.
Raising a hand that curled into a fist, she hesitated at first, but then, clearing her throat, the woman would stretch a single finger to ring the doorbell...then followed by knocking three times.
"ねえあたし知ってるよ きみが"
(Guess what, I know, that you’re all alone)
"ひとり“XX”してるの知ってるよ"
(“XX” ing, I’m wise to it)
"ビクンビクン震えてさ 声もダダ漏れなんだわ"
(Twitching, your dissected heart spasms, your moans are audible)
"正直に言っちゃえよ バレてるんだし言っちゃえよ 効いてんの？"
(Just come clean, secret’s out anyway, how was it?)
"普通普通 恥ずかしい？みんな隠しているだけ"
(It’s normal, so normal, are you embarrassed? Everyone just does it on the down-low)
Miku was singing. It was something she came up with on the spot after last night- but her voice was far from singing it too cheerfully. It was almost talking but following a small rhythm, even if her voice was on the low end.
A hint of sadness in her tone, before she would lean closer to the door, trying to get closer to the peephole.
"ねえあたし知ってるよ きみが"
(Guess what, I know, that you’re all alone)
"ひとり“涙”してるの知ってるよ"
(“tear” ing, I’m wise to it)
"グスングスン凹んでさ 弱音ヒトカラ in the night"
(Sob sob sob and depressed, solitary karaoke lamenting in the night)
"朝が来るまで一緒コース もっと泣いたって"
(We’re fellow all-nighters, doesn’t matter if you cry some more)
"何度だって受け止めてあげる"
(I’m gonna embrace you again and again)
"もう我慢しないでいっぱい出してね"
(Let your tears run free, let out your heart)
"...Sacchan."
