Most of the rest of the squad: not so much.
Her drive out of Balamb is slow-- she shouldn't be driving at all, considering the state of her right hand and how many goddamned drugs she's on, but General has a tendency to bark the entire way on a car trip, and it keeps her alert, if not supremely annoyed the entire time.
At least his presence keeps her from driving straight through to Winhill; he requires stops every couple of hours, long enough to sniff around a scrap of grass on the roadside, to slurp up water out of his bowl.
It's a break from the monotony, it allows her to keep Seifer apprised in brief texts of her ETA, her location.
She's fine. Her car is fine. The dog is fine. Everything is fine, save for the fact that the important shit from her apartment is shoved in a suitcase in the backseat of her car, that she no longer has a job, just a pension, and that the bones in her hand have been re-articulated using a series of metal pins and screws, the healing forced most of the way through with paramagic, enough that she can get away with a splint and strict orders not to use it for anything for at least a month.
She hasn't told him about being retired. She hasn't really even told him about the injury, but what good is an expert marksman SeeD-turned-mostly-administrator, if she can't ever hold a goddamned weapon again, much less a pen?
They go hand in hand. He knows she's hurt, but only in broad strokes, not enough to entice him on a train and come find out for himself. She's fine. She's always fine. She can handle herself.
The drive is slow-- it takes her until almost eleven PM to pull into his driveway, to let General out to go bounding across the yard to the door.
Get out of the car, she tells herself. Go inside.
There's nothing left for her in Balamb.
There's no point in sitting in Seifer's driveway, pretending she's able to go anywhere else.
Xu swallows another pain pill with a swig of hours-old coffee, a difficult task made only moreso by the fact that she can't quite get the lid back on the bottle and she hears it pop off as she drops it back into her purse, pills spilling out among her wallet, her keys, her phone.
Seifer's voice cuts through the dark, once she's killed the engine, and Xu has no choice but to acknowledge him, to get up, to gather her things with one hand and meet him face to face.
"Sorry," she says, "It... took longer than I expected to get here."