Thegirlwholoves. Therecklesslover. Whatever you want to call me.
I love. I’ve had many versions of love. I know the love thats passionate and crazy. I know the love thats violent and scary. I know the love that means you have to share him with her. I know the love of lust. I know the love that is hidden from a friend.. the friend you love but can’t tell you love. But I have never known the love thats true and everlasting. The love that is received and given back. The love that inspires movies, poetry, and books. This love is foreign to me. My mind attacks me every night saying, “Will you ever know this love? Will you ever love and be loved?” I’ve spend nights crying about it and begging God for it. People have died for this kind of love, so it must be special, right? I hope it is. I love.. HARD, but I am never loved back. I yearn for this love. I love..too quick and too hard. Do you love too?