#thereisnohope

[dreamy-remy]

gee: "sherine" spelled backwards is "enirehs", which translates to "perfection" in a language I just made up

[whatsawombat-blog]

Me, first two weeks of college: This isn't bad at all. This might even be easy.

Me, third week: there is no god.

[saschus]

[katiefranklinshaw]

My summer body is coming along nicely as I finished off my dinner today with apple & blackberry crumble & custard 🤦🏼‍♀️...oh look is this me on the beach eating again 🤣🤣🤣 #thereisnohope #pigletinabikini #ohdear!

[thedreamsinsidemydreams]

Fuck You.

It’s funny how a few days ago I really wanted to push through and today is a whole other feeling. Why do I feel like this weight on my chest gets heavier and heavier each day? I just want to breathe some fresh air, but all I get back is pollution. I don’t get how this family works or how a real family is supposed to be. I love my family, but they literally just feed into my “depression.” I don’t understand what it is about them just telling me shit, but anything I say or do is so scrutinized. I can’t take this shit and if there has ever been a time to contemplate life and death it’s been this last year, I can’t start this year like that. If my birthday month is this shitty I can honestly contemplate leaving. I don’t know with what money, car, material shit, and all that but I want to leave and never come back. It’s not about hating them, I feel no resentment I just feel like I’m under the magnifying glass when I shouldn’t be. They say my weed smoking is an addiction...when I hardly smoke. Im a recreational smoker who occasionally wants to smoke a blunt, am I not allowed???? I’m literally only 19 and I have all these expectations like we are of wealth. I’m literally a kid from the tar and they swear ima be something in my life. I just want to have a regular broke lifestyle, my dreams of money are long gone...

7:17 PM January 29th 2018

[alyivyart]

#LOL #me #thereisnohope (at New York, New York)

[derpwahlthegreat-blog]

Them: hugs

Me: Ovaries.exe has stopped working