#thescorchedpathoflames

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A normal convo about Nanami's M!A

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Dear diary, I never, never thought I would ever feel this…this…pounding in my chest. This flutter whenever I see him smile, this warmth I feel around him (no it’s not just because he’s a living space heater!). I…I feel so happy around him. I want to keep him safe, I want to protect him, I i want…I think…I think I…. I think I might… Love…him… It’s a silly thing to think right..? Me, of all people, having fallen in love, actual love… But I…I can’t help it…I can’t..I… I’ve fallen hopelessly in love with Kiyondo Ishida. I wonder, will I ever be able to tell him..?

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EDIT! New data added to entry: He loves me! He loves me!

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dumb doc))

Actually, it makes a lot of sense, I know I don't show it much here, but I am in fact always worrying and tense and anxious, especially when it comes to social situations, or going to a place with people in it.

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hopeful nanami's goodbyes.

just some stuff to make your feels hurt CB

"Mukuro….I’m sorry I’ve barely spoken with you…I’m so sorry…I know there is nothing I can do to make it up to you…but…I want you to know that you’re one of the few people who became my friend, even when I had my virus…so I thank you…I thank you from the bottom of my heart…I hope…I hope you and your friends have a bright and wonderful future. "

"John…guess we’re going back to our old game huh..? Hope I don’t irritate you that much, if I do you have every right to slap me…heh…funny…I…I think you were the first friend I ever got after I had my virus…you’re the first person who saw me…the real me…I hope I get to meet you again John, without my virus." 

"Father….I…I guess you’re getting what you want…like this, I’m nothing more than a piece of trash to you…I..I guess I’ve been acting like a misbehaved child to you haven’t I?… But you’re getting what you want now…I’ll vanish…and you’ll have your little princess of despair back…" 

"Chihiro…Thank you for standing up for me…thank you…I…I know this is silly to say but I hope you’ll be happy…that you’ll have a happy life…I know what happened to brother…and…I’m sorry…I’m sorry I wasn’t able to do anything to help you at that day and time…but..maybe now I can…I’m sorry chihiro…I’m sorry…" 

"Mondo…you’ve grown to be such a strong young man…you’re so different from the lost little boy whom I found all those years ago….I…I’m sorry about everything I’ve done to you and your friends…and..and I know I have no excuses…just know, I care about you dearly…you’re important to me…and that I’ll do everything in my power to keep you safe…" 

"Ishida….I…I love you…I love you so much. I love you will all my heart and more. I’ve left you a special present in your room…if you ever feel lonely, or miss me, just hold it…know that I am always with you…and that I’ll always love you, even when I’m caged away inside my body….I’ll see you again…I know I will…so, until then…I will dream of that day…" 

"Kirigiri…thank you for being my friend…thank you for trying to cheer me up and helping me….I know my virus is a pain…and I’m sorry…if you ever get frustrated with her, feel free to hit her. I would laugh….heh….Kirigiri..? I hope…I hope we get to drink coffee together again…I would love that…"

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It was raining, pouring…I was staring out of the window, waiting for my father to return home.

I saw my father park up, and out came with him, a small child, looked around my age.

My Father let himself in I came running to the door.

"Who’s…" I started.

"Ah." Father began. "This is your new brother, Jazz."

Jazz stayed quiet.

I didn’t sleep that night.

The noises got to me.

How Nightmare-ish.

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"mmmmnn...wait...is that...?"

" It is!..."

"I-I-I-" 

She smiled wide, her heart pounding in her chest. She could actually go to him, smile with him, laugh with him, love him, without all the pain, suffering and fear her virus caused. She felt her heart swell with love, so much that she was almost afraid it would burst. 

"ISHIDA!!!" 

She ran towards the boy, knowing that he probably wouldn't like to be hugged so out of the blue. But, at the moment, Nanami was too happy to think. 

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Nanami was curled into a ball, her legs pressed to her chest with her arms wrapped around them to keep them close. She sobbed quietly into her knees, her tears fading away as soon as they left her body. Of course that was supposed to happen, she was the only program on. The rest of the laptop was shut off, preventing her from actually saying or doing anything...but truth be told she didn't want to say anything...she just wanted to stay in her hidden little corner of the world, to allow her guilt to gnaw away at her... Well, it would've stayed that way, if the world didn't begin to rumble. Chiaki squeaked, looking around frantically as she felt the laptop being lifted up. She could only hear muffled voices, the mic shut off and preventing her from hearing clearly. But she understood some of the words 'His...' 'evidence....' 'On it...' She was being treated as another piece of evidence...but evidence for what..? He could hear the full sound of a car door closing and the revving of an engine... They were going somewhere...? After what felt like forever the sound stopped and the door opened, many voices filling the air. Then, she could feel the laptop placed on a table. Where...was she?

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*whispers* friend, should we have the police find Nanami's lap top and bring it in because they found it in the building Ishida was in??