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Almost 3 years and she left. I wish I could change it. I wish I could be everything you needed and everything you had no idea existed within someone. I miss you so much, I wish I could take it all back and change it. Only to keep you forever because no one else deserves you. I wasn't done loving you. I'm not done loving you.

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There are things that you can never get out of your chest and it kills you every time

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Is there safety in illusions?

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Kpop Got Me Like.. 😍😮👌😱 👅💦Yasss!!!

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Late night.

Sitting here thinking of you with this huge knot in my throat. I need a drink… and strong one at that. Thinking and wondering what’s wrong with me. All I ever wanted was to give you the very best of me. All of me. You were never going to comprehend what and who you were to me in my heart and my mind. It’s hard have the urge for something or someone that seems unattainable. You imagine of what it could feel like… fantasize the warmth of his hands, the way his voice makes you feel, his lips on yours, Etc. Etc. Then when you get a second chance and it just seems a dream come true at first. But truly it’s a cruel joke. The sensations were better than you could imagine. EUPHORIC at it’s best. Addiction waiting to happen.

Every notion, every caress, every word, every look…. everything was a lie. Wasn’t it. Why would someone do all that and leave. Say things of hope of a future and not see them through. I want to rip this feeling I have on my skin.. your touch. All of you. All I ever did was love you .. and gave you my affection. I woke up thinking of you and went to sleep dreaming of you. You were my everything. I would of done anything for you. You were always on my mind then and still now. As I still wonder about you of how you’re doing, if your doing okay. I find myself never leaving you behind. I truly believe you were my first and that’s why it hurt before and even more now, more than ever. I never forget the feeling before and after, even before I set eyes on you. I can’t remember where I was before we started all this. I guess I now know the truth in life that being someone’s fantasy/dream girl, doesn’t guarantee you happiness.

Time was cut short, taken for granted, and I knew then as I know now this wasn’t because of me it was for a selfish manner. Men are different from women on way different levels. I know I’m a good person and didn’t deserve this … Again.

Just leaves everything scattered really and questions unanswered. Feeling of lost and abandoned. And my heart is in pieces …. again.

Yet after all of that….

What I would give to feel his fingers caress my cheek once more.

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