#theshyspy

[suchalonelysunflower]

Hi hello it’s me I’m just dropping by to yell at you for hurting my heart with your recent fics😌. I found it very much unnecessary of you but loved it nonetheless

I will gladly break your heart and mend it all again ❤️ consider it even given your plot twist yesterday 🫢❤️

[positivelyadhd]

i love your aesthetic !! the pinks and softness and ahh I’m in luv

aaaa thank you!! soft pink is what I aspire to be as a person it just makes me so happy <3

[theshyspy]

Someone you loved - L.H (p.1)

pairing: Luke Hemmings x fem!reader

summary: you realize your relationship is coming to an end, and it seems as though there is nothing you can do about it.

word count: 0.6k

warnings: a tad angst. If you squint real hard you may see some cheating.

a/n: I really like this one, and I’m so happy about how it turned out! If you enjoy please consider liking, commenting and/or reblogging! Happy reading 🌻

Part two: Someone you loved (p.2)

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You could feel yourself drifting as you sat at by the kitchen table. The sun was set, and the only light was provided by a few flickering candles. His favorite dish stood untouched and cold in front of you, proving just how little was left of your dearest possession.

A light yawn traveled of your lips as the front door unlocked. His every move was quiet as he walked through the door and came into the kitchen, unaware of your presence. His broad shoulders facing you, and the black phone was glued to his hand. A sweet cherry scent trailed behind him like a shadow, and his bleached hair was messy and ruffled.

Your heart sank as realization jumped on you and finally understood where he’s been. “He just had to help her with something after work.” Your mind fogged up with all sorts of excuses, refusing to accept the reality in front of you. “It’s strictly professional. It has to be.” You let out a shaky sigh and shifted your position in the chair. Noticing your presence, he turned around in a swift motion and glanced down at your seated frame. “I thought you went to bed.” His voice sounded hoarse and was laced with disappointment, nothing like how he used to talk to you. The tall frame rested against the counter as his eyes was fixed at the food, desperately avoiding your heavy eyes. “You didn’t answer my calls, I thought something might have happened.” A heavy sigh traveld of his lips as his fingers ran through the ruffled hair. You would have given anything to know what was running through his mind. How he wished he had stayed with her for the night? How she would never have made him feel this way? Guilt? “I’m sorry.” You both knew he didn’t talk about the cold lasagna, or how he stood you up on your anniversary. There was a bigger meaning behind his words, and every little cell in your body despised it.

“I know.” Silence wrapped itself around you, and it hit you: there was no turning back. You weren’t mad. And sad couldn’t even start to describe how it felt as your home slipped through your fingers. All you knew was that tomorrow night he would be peacefully asleep with her wrapped in his arms. “Can you hold me? Just for tonight.” The words fell of your lips, as if your heart was talking rather than your mind. He opened his arms at your words, and you glanced up at his face. The expression confirming your fear:, you both knew. You pushed yourself off the chair and blinked heavy, desperately fighting away the stinging behind your eyes. The only man you could ever love would be wrapped close to your body for the last time. Getting into the arms you had been so sure was made especially for you, you held him like you had done a thousand times before. Yet, this time with the awful awareness it would never happen again.

Head resting on his chest, hearing a different heartbeat, as if he now lived for her. Whispering how you would become a faint memory. “Do you love her?” “Yeah.” His chest vibrated as he answered, reminding you of all the times he had held you and told you how he needed you more than the air he breathed. “I’m happy for you.” You told him with an aching heart, well aware that your world was crumbling beneath your feet. His muscles tensed around your body at the four words slipping of your tongue. Neither of you sure wether you were telling the truth or not. “I know.”

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Read part two here!

[duskholland]

Ok ok ok okkkkkk so I’m not even in toms fandom but I’m literally so impressed with your writing that I just binge your master like ten times a day !! You’re so friking talented, and if one day I have a fraction of that power I will die happy

ohhh stop it that makes me so !!!!!!!! thank you so much :(( 🥺🥺💗💗 it’s always the highest form of compliment when someone who isn’t a tom fan is able to enjoy my stories about him. thank you so much for sharing! you’ve actually made my day with this 💗

[londonspidey]

✏️ 🍿 :)

✏️ - Peter didn’t know a lot about Hydra but what he did know is that they were wizards who had turned dark and that the organisation had been running for decades, it was the dark underbelly of the wizarding world and no one dared to speak its name out of pure fear.

🍿 - Hmm I’m gonna give a blog rec! @fallinfortom is one of my favourite people and writers, she’s so kind and friendly and her blog feels like such a safe space plus she isn’t afraid to shut down haters when she needs to which is awesome (even though she doesn’t deserve them). You should all definitely follow her 💖💖

Cheer up sleepover

[suchalonelysunflower]

Okay dear sunny here is the Norwegian songs of the day

First off we have ‘Hvis Jeg Forlot Verden’ by TIX

And ‘Da det var oss’ by Morgan Sulele

I’ll tell you what they’re about and what the titles mean later, but first I wanna hear what you think they’re about or the vibe you’re getting?? Like that would be so fun lol

Thank you and enjoy ❤️

I love these so much 🥰 the language and the way it sounds it’s just so enchanting 😍 but let’s see…

I think TIX is going for a more positive vibe, almost like wanting to drive through the highway with the windows down. Almost like seeing the grass greener and hope for better times. At least that’s what I feel 👀🏮 also the color green, I feel the color green in this song

With Morgan I believe this is a breakup song? Like post breakup? That’s the vibe I’m getting, I think the melody might be misleading 🧐 the feeling it gives me is very specific tho is more like “I saw my ex on a coffeeshop and my chest started hurting but I didn’t say a word to them, just watch it happen” I might be way off but that’s the vibe I guess 🤷🏼‍♀️

Please, please, please I love these so much and I can’t wait to hear more of them 🥰 thank you so much for sending them!

[suchalonelysunflower]

🌻: as you know I’m a sucker for one of the guys (?¿) and the beginning of after,,, soo wanna share some secrets😆

But of course, love 💕 I would love to! Thank you for asking 🥺💕

One of the boys:

Veronica is a really nice girl as you can see in the fic and she was actually heartbroken when Michael broke things off with her but in the end she understood (she deserved better IMO)

After the kiss in her room, Y/N talked to the boys and explained what happened. She was actually planning to move in with Luke afterwards

Veronica’s name is inspired by the musical Heathers bc I could get the song “meant to be yours” out of my head

One of the cut scenes was Y/N talking to the boys, crying bc of Michael and Veronica. Ashton and Calum offered to “kick the bitch out” but Y/N talked them out of it. They also offered to kick Michael’s ass and she talked them out of that too

The first draft was near 11K long

The Beginning of the After:

It is no secret that this is my favorite solo fic I’ve written. But it wasn’t always a solo fic since I have the draft of an outline for a second part

I told you this before babe, but Luke was Y/N best friend before the break-up and it’s the only one who kept in touch with her afterwards but didn’t tell anyone. That’s why his line to her hurts so much more when I re-read it

Calum feels extremely guilty over Ashton’s pain because he was the one who introduced him to Y/N. That’s why he’s trying to mend his mistake and make him meet someone else

Ashton almost filled out a report on a missing person for Y/N

Ashton still has the ring he was going to give her hidden in his drawer. He never touched it afterwards, but he still has it just in case

Suchalonelysunflower 1K+ Celebration

[suchalonelysunflower]

1, 9 and 12 for the end of the year asks !

@theshyspy : “Ohhh and 23!!”

1. Song of the year

Uff there were SO MANY! But my heart it’s screaming HUFWULF by Ashton Irwin

9. Best month of this year

October was pretty neat, December as well.

12. Talk about a new friend you made this year

Irl I’m kinda dating the person I met? I think? And they’re wonderful.

But I feel so safe here with the people I met, and only to include some: @theshyspy @iknowyouthinkimbulletproof @littledrummeraussie @kindahoping4forever @academia-ashton @cal-puddies @myloverboyash @devilatmydoor @calpalirwin ... so many more incredible people that I’m so thankful for in this amazing community that if I tag everyone I might just tag my whole dash ❤️ but you all know who you are and I couldn’t be more grateful for you ❤️

23. If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?

This is not going to go how you expected it to go or how you want it to go. But it’s going to be what you needed and it will make you happy. You will find yourself and be content.... also please don’t cut your hair, you’re going to hate it.

End of the year tag