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Fucking shame that the first theSTART album isn't streaming. HOWEVER! I do have the CD. Miss this band.
Special Moment! Sevyn “HMU” Music Video and Exclusive Performance Assistant Produced By @CulturalCurrency Cameron Dean on Direction @mainstreammacy @cateastmarie @jordan.naiomi Y’all meant the world that night! SoMany People Showed Love Thanks to each of y’all! #Special Always Thankful for you, Shayna Taught me so much that day and days after! #Sevyn #MusicVideo #Live #Explore #Fashion #Jeep #EmeraldiProductions #Themomentwhen #Create #Love #TheStart #Woo https://www.instagram.com/p/CiswnCwPBjy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Sometimes things come around. Somethings go away. There are questions I have that maybe never go answered. Opinions are great but you know the old saying.... I feel like I’ve been with the source. I’ve felt the sun run through my translucent body. I’ve been lost in a endless rainbow laser fog realm. Out of body self viewing as well as watching the past present and possible futures happening all at once. However the fact is that I’m happy. I’m here and experiencing what this earth has to offer physically and emotionally. It’s exhausting to create reasons for what the beginning and end will be. #ridethebike #chocolateornothing #spacetimegeometry #thestart #thefinish https://www.instagram.com/p/CPZRUKhB0jB/?utm_medium=tumblr
The name: "thegeniusmermaid"
It really isn't that much of an interesting story. The truth is I was looking for an Instagram name...a funky one of course...and for some reason...I thought about mermaids.I've always had a liking for mermaids. Mainly because they are associated with the ocean, which I am also really fond of...and just the fact that I would have absolutely loved to be a mermaid...to live under water of course.😂 So where does the genius come from?? Well lets say I'm sort of a genius. And being intelligent has always been one of my super powers. Well my main superpower lol. I guess one could say its an alter ego...and definitely something I resonate with. To be honest...I didn't think it was cool when I came up with it because you know being new to Instagram is a tricky phase...but some how it stuck and I'm glad it did because some people actually dig it and I have become associated with it as well.
So why did I start this tumblr page...I guess its called a page lol. Anyway...I've always wanted a platform to express my thoughts and views and also my creativity. I do that a bit on other platforms, but something about tumblr feels really chilled and inviting and its exactly the kind of cyber environment to bring out some of the things deep inside of me that I'm so eager to share and explore.
So to anybody who reads this, I say welcome and stay tuned for a whole bunch of content that I cannot wait to share and explore with you guys🥂
THE ESCAPE.
I’m starting this in Hopes that someday I’ll look back and be able to put together all the pieces.
Im 613 days sober, I use an app to count the days.
I stopped counting after the first week. Counting made me think about it, thinking about it made the urge stronger, the urge stronger made me sick to my stomach, that sick to my stomach feeling always turned into me staring at myself in the bathroom mirror, almost as if I was challenging me, in the mirror....like I was egging my own self on.
Thats addiction for you, or so they say.
Im 45 days married today. I still count the days because it’s my greatest accomplishment.
Isnt it everyone’s? To not be here alone.
To Love, because as humans we have this amazing gift to feel with all of our being.
To feel so much we act and when we act on love, we heal.
My healer is a brown haired girl with Blue eyes and a soft heart.
Shes more than I deserve or so I think.
Its been 3 years since I’ve talked to my father and 3 mins since I’ve talked to my mom.
My father split 23 years ago, I’m 29. I disnt know if it was the affair the drugs or the alcohol that wouldn’t let him go but then I grew up and realize he wouldn’t let them go. He taught me one thing, “just let it ride” 3 years ago when I was on my 2nd DUI,living in his basement. Oddly enough my drunk fathers advice becomes a daily reminder To let things go and to not drink.
My mother, God love her, she’s a saint. A bit obsessive. Don’t worry she knows. If my mother had the time to count all the hairs on. My head and keep track of every strand I lose and how often, she would. She’s in depth, fierce, scary.
Everything I am is because of her, good and bad, you’ll see.
Am I doing this to be understood or to better understand myself.
The question still remains...
Those that have been following me from the very start may remember this diorama and I thought as we approach 3000 followers I would take a look back to this first piece so that anybody new to my work can see where I've come from and why it features in my logo 😁 Very similar to 'Rose Cottage' that I completed recently this diorama was made by myself for my Nan to take with her after she left to a new house. Back then I hadn't discovered plastic sheet as a material to work with and so everything you can see building wise is built from card and paper. To mention, the brickwork was printed on paper making it up on word, it does the job but I would sooner carve it myself these days if I can. The scale is 4mm to 1ft meaning that it was tiny anyway. I made the trees by hand using florist wire very similar to how I make trees now. The one thing I didn't do was prime anything so I remember that making life harder as I had white gaps in places that did show. It still lives with my Nan and is on display consistently which has always been pleasing to see when we used to pop round before lockdown. Fingers crossed I will get to see my Nan and family soon and you too will see your loved ones! 🤞 #memories #firstartpiece #houses #cottage #cottagegarden #whereitallbegan #thestart #whereicamefrom #timecapsuleart #lockdownproblems #inspirationforthenation #modelmaker #artist #alookback #countryhouses #capturingthepast #memorymaker #meaningfulart #scalemodel #makersjourney #modelmaking #scratchbuilt #art #lettheartdothetalking #diorama #artistoninstagram #dioramaart #craftsmanship #artist #handmade https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3x2rFnZhu/?igshid=1kjvljbj9xjl
theSTART You, Me and a Knife 2004