i love you, i'm sorry
pairing ; Conrad fisher x female reader
description ; You loved Conrad, you always had. Conrad had only ever loved you, or so you thought...
warnings ; angst,verbal fighting, kissing, crying, cheating
Being the twin sister of Belly was hard at the summer house, It was like everyone favoured her over you, but would never admit to it. The only person that never seemed to favour you over her was Conrad.
Conrad was the typical first crush kinda guy. He was smart, a little older and totally gorgeous. You and him had always been close, two pees in a pod. However it seemed he had finally begun to see you the way you had seen him for years, more than a friend.
Secret kisses and touches in your Sophmore summer have led to the two of you starting a relationship. In the beginning it was lovely, he had treated you like the only girl in the world, you finally, felt like more than Bellys sister.
That was until you walked in on them kissing a year later.
you'll never forget the sickening feeling it gave you. You had even threw up that night from all the crying. You refused to speak to either of them for two weeks.
Conrad kissing Belly was the worst thing anyone had ever done to you, and you had gone through a lot of shit in your life. It was so cruel, because you had confided in him about how you always felt second to Belly, and he had listened, he had even comforted you.
"You'll always be first for me" he had said as he hugged you.
Although you had avoided the two of them like the plague, which was hard considering you lived in the same house as Belly, Conrad had caught you unexpectedly.
You had only ran to open the door because you assumed it was your package, you had jumped off the couch as soon as you heard the loud bell buzzing.
However your excited smile soon fell from your face when you saw Conrad. He looked so guilty, his face drained of colour, and he looked exhausted which made you glad, because you hadn't either.
"What are you doing here?" You said with a glare.
"I want to talk to you about..what happened" He declared.
You watched as he began speaking, presumably about the cheating incident, but you hadn't listened. Instead you watched him. He swung his arms around as he spoke, he had always used his hands while explaining something, it almost made you laugh. But you didnt.
"You cheated" You said staring at him.
He stared. He just stared for what felt like an hour, until he spoke again.
"I love you, i'm sorry" He whispered.
He looked so defeated, because he knew he had been. He knew you'd never ever take him back after what he had done. Especially since it had been with Belly.
"You cheated" You whispered back, repeating your previous words,
With that you shut the door on his devastated face. It felt so good. That was until he walked away, and you stood alone in the house.
As you fell on the couch crying your eyes out you had come to a terrifying realisation.
You were all alone again.
