#thethoughtsinmyhead

[lifewithbells]

I am happy.

I should be happy. 

There isn’t anything to be unhappy about.

But I still think,

what if he decides to leave ?

To go back to her ?

Or to someone new?

That time he spent with her , those emotions he felt , the love he had for her. How could it all disappear? Does he not still love her ? 

STOP!

He is with you.

Yeah,

but what if ?

What if , all that love and all those memories come flooding back ,

hitting him,

consuming him, 

and so he goes back?

Or what if, he can’t wait , wait for me, to push my insecurities away?

And so, he picks a new one.

A prettier one,

a better one.

One,

who is whole,

who is normal,

who isn’t sitting,

frazzling

and

fizzling,

like a hot pot of water, 

pushing

and

spluttering

the lid open with droplets of sabotage spreading everywhere.

[kbibibby]

i'll walk up JUST to tell that man "you fine af" + walk away

[lifewithbells]

Be different, they tell you!

Be unique, they say!

Be your own person, they shout !

But who am I?

Who am I really?

In this world, where we all are struggling to be the same,

to paint our skins,

with careful brushstrokes, making sure not to go over the lines,

to have the exact shades and tones

as this person,

and that person.

Be different, they tell you!

Be unique, they say!

Be your own person, they shout!

But be the same, they whisper.

[alleykat108]

"And I wasn't sure, now what was it for? Could it be? The last one is me. And all my friends, and all of their dreams. Who could ever see that, this would come true, that we'd have to prove. We put it on the line, but this time was real. And now I can feel it." Honeypot || Rebelution #honeypot #rebelution #rebelutionmusic #lyrics #rebelutionlyrics #nothappyaboutit #whyme #whymelord #whymethough #whatwentwrong #alwaysfuckingup #igiveup #oneofthosedays #thinking #realtime #reggae #reaggaemusic #musicismedicineformysoul #musicislife #nomusicnolife #why #alwaysfuckingshitup #meantobe #iguessnotanymore #idontknowwhatimdoing #lost #thethoughts #thethoughtsinmyhead #alwaysinmyheart #alwaysinmymind #alwaysonmymind #itfeltsoright #lovebites #lovesickfool #brokenhearted #ohwellohwell (at Rancho Cucamonga, California)

[bayarealowki]

Dying Alone..

It sucks to see how lonely we are as we grow old.. Its hard to even find someone who cares enough to wish us a good day, let alone worry about us. When you have someone who breaks their back for you, make sure not to take it for granted. Thats the worst feeling you can experience and the same reason most people are who they are today.. Its those tough moments and decisions where you think you lost the world but in reality you truly gained it; stop sharing the world with people who aren’t sharing it with you. Share it with someone worth investing because life’s a gamble and we only get to play with the hand we choose. Make sure you love that hand enough you’d die for it. If you don’t, you might just end up dying alone.. 

[thestellariot]

note to self #4:

There are people who will remember you only when they need something from you. It's a sad reality that you just need to accept.

[thestellariot]

note to self #1:

when you often see the reminder of what you really want to do in your life, somehow you entertain the idea that maybe, just maybe, the universe is sending you a message...

[sweeteststorm-blog]

To Drink The Stars

Pour out a galaxy in my cup. Let me drink the midnight moon and light my soul afire with it's glow. I long to feel the shimmering stars flow through my veins and taste the offerings of wishes known only to the sky. January 15th 2015