#thevirgin

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

The Virgin and I have been seeing each other for 2 years. I knew he had very warm feelings for me before. One time, asked if it was okay if he told me he loved me. For the most part, he’s excellent about boundaries. Never texts unless it’s to schedule. But, he recently told me he hopes we get married one day. I’ve been ignoring everything else but the marriage shit is finally a yellow flag for me. Today, he messaged about scheduling for next month and then added this…

I'll be in touch a week before with the deposit. 💸 And I'll look forward to hearing from you on the 11th next month to exchange anniversary messages!

Do you remember when you were younger and that one boy you didn’t want to kiss took your face and tried to force you to kiss him? That’s what this message feels like. It’s manipulative, trying to get me to exchange anniversary messages with him. Granted, a client anniversary is kind of a big deal but, I’m realizing I’ll have to speak up about this fantasy of his soon.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

I saw the Virgin today for our bi-monthly appointment. He told me he’d been reading about the Epstein files. Reading about the ongoing scandal made him wonder if I was involved in any kind of sex trafficking situation. He’s a bit naive about how independent escorts work but it was still a valid question. It was really thoughtful of him to even think of it. I work in the underworld so it isn’t so farfetched that I could be in danger.

I assured him that I was okay and thanked him for his concern. Without revealing too much about the situation, I told him that the most dangerous client I have is British Twat since he’s a narcissist and I can’t get rid of him.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

I have to drive an hour to my appointment today. 😑 This is why I charge this client $250 over my regular rate. I will leave at 11:30AM but won’t get back home until 4:30PM.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

Today is The Virgin’s birthday and I sent him a happy birthday text. He messaged me a long replied and ended it with “I love you!” 🤣

I can’t even downplay his “I love you” by saying he’s inexperienced in relationships and doesn’t know what love is. I think he’s actually a smart and perceptive person who knows what he wants. So, I think he really meant that.

Or maybe he really is clueless and playing out a dumb fantasy in his head. I don’t know.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

The Virgin told me that I mean a lot to him and he thinks about me a lot. He’s one of the much more respectful clients and doesn’t reach out in between appointments unless he’s scheduling. Actually, the vast majority of my clients are like that.

The Virgin is cool as hell. He has a weird, robotic way of talking. I think he even mentioned he had some severe social disability growing up or something like that but I’ll never bring it up. I’m sure he’s well aware of how he sounds when he speaks.

But the more I see him, the easier it’s become to look past the way he sounds and at his true self. He’s pretty funny and actually has a personality. Whenever he talks, I watch him intently and look at they way he uses his eyes when he talks. It’s interesting and fun to discover him.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

Fuck. The Virgin (my main “virgin” client) is requesting his regular bi-monthly appointment. Last time I saw him, I decided to change our arrangement. I have to start charging him a travel fee. It takes too much out of my day to meet him at our usual spot. I can’t do it anymore. I need to prepare a message for him.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

Today was cool. My appointment with The Virgin was okay. I was so happy to be done with him when it was time. Our one year anniversary is coming up and he said he loved me dearly as a friend. He was very sincere.

The second client was a new one. I know he very much enjoyed his massage. He’s actually the first person I’ve seen under my new massage rate (I’m in the season of doing less for more 🙌 ). His massage ended with a handy and he told me to get off of him so he could massage his taint while I jacked his penis (whatever floats your boat bro). This dude came so hard. You know their orgasm is off the chain if their cum goes airborne. 91st infantry. That shit flew everywhere.

After he came, he lay in bed half dead for about 5 minutes. I know he would have been asleep had I not told him to get in the shower.

Shortly after, I took got on a paid video call with a potential client. These guy has been sending me one text every three days for the last week and half. I was losing patience with him but I’m also in the season of keeping it cool with customers so I don’t potentially lose any good ones. And after that call, I can see he’s probably a good one. Chill Indian dude that just wanted to make sure I was straight before he verified.

[reincarnatedonthefirst]

I did pretty well today. I had two 90 minute sessions and along with British’s 30 minute video call, I made enough to be able to chill fkr the rest of the week… But I do have a 2 hour and then an hour long session tomorrow. After that, I’m taking off Friday and seeing the Virgin again on Saturday.

My agreement with The Virgin was that I would drive 50 minutes to see him as long as he booked a minimum of 90 minutes. No more. I’m cutting that out and yelling him he has to drive the distance to see me. Seeing him eats up the entirety of my Saturday. We’ve been keeping up this routine every 2 months since last summer but I don’t need it anymore. If he wants to get his jollies, he has to travel the full ass distance. And he just might do it because he lives in the boondocks and there are no providers out there.