Knock on wood, I seem to be coming out of a month-and-a-half slump when it comes to coding. For a while I just couldn’t motivate myself. But last night I dove back into my Udemy course and did something practically revolutionary (for me):
I reviewed material we’d already covered.
I know, I know, this doesn’t sound like a big deal. But I must confess, I am a horrible studyblr. Almost never during my entire academic career have I looked at the same material more than once. And that worked fine... until now.
After zipping through the first four or five units of this fantastic Python course, I started to realize the concepts weren’t sticking in my brain anymore. I was moving too fast without getting a chance to apply what I’d learned. So, being my impatient and perfectionist self, I... gave up. Just stopped working with the course entirely.
This is why I say I’m a horrible studyblr! I’m so accustomed to learning effortlessly that as soon as I run into something that requires hard work, I toss it away in a huff. But I need to keep reminding myself that this is exactly why I got into computer science: because it DOESN’T come naturally to me, and for once in my life I want to challenge myself to tackle a topic I can’t just coast through.
I WANT to do that hard work. I WANT to plug away stubbornly, achieving my goals through patience and determination and exposure rather than flashes of brilliant insight. I want to have this life experience, because I think it will be really good for me.
So I returned to my Udemy course yesterday and went two full units back, and began re-watching videos. It was drudgery at first. But guess what? I UNDERSTOOD. Going through the content this second time, reviewing OOP principles and dunder methods and so on, I really got it – on a deeper level than I had the first time. And that feels awesome.
Now I’m working on a small practice project, just throwing it together in repl.it. It’s not coming naturally to me. And I love that. This is a path of blood, sweat, and tears – but it’s the path that I’ve chosen.
Any “pro” studyblr is probably laughing at me after reading this post, but I wanted to share my experience in case there are others out there like me. You’re not alone! Let’s keep grinding and achieve our dreams :)