#this ache

[bluecrusadearcade]

I NEED Reputation taylors version

[maxmundan]

THIS ACHE

I reach out

but cannot touch

the memory of your face

It is there

tingling at the edges

of my conscience

Are you real

or just a fever?

A phantom

with which to mock

my loneliness?

Did the mosquitoes

slip inside my net

to inject you

into my sleep?

I take step after step

ever forward

never back

embracing the new

shouting epiphany

but no new miracle

no discovery

can shake

this ache

for home

[artmortem]

does anyone else have songs they were listening to when they were crying and breaking down and now hearing the song again makes ur heart ache?

[chasingmello]

I feel like a broken soul waiting for something to manifest in front of me. Wanting, for once, the path in which I choose to be one that isn’t so difficult, one that doesn’t require me to compromise so much of myself and my wants in order to simply be content, not even happy. It is obnoxious, to be in a constant state of “necessary change” and “adaptable development” in the name of “growth and progress” when I don’t think I even know how to simply just…*be* let alone how to dEvElOp myself into something “different” or “more”.

[thegentleatlas]

I have this ache in my chest. I wish you knew the truth. Certainly don’t think it matters at this point. Time moves

[capriciouscavalcade]

Just thinking about anything just existing causes an implosion in my chest. It sucks all the air out of me and leaves me to choke and wither. It's like being thrown from a cliff but never hitting the ground and all you feel is the fall and the acceptance of what you'll inevitably find when you reach the ground

[uwugenides]

This Ache

Do you ever come out of your depressing thoughts, With this pain in your head. It's an ache, a bad bad ache. And you wish it would go away. Will it to leave, just so you can have a moment to breathe. But this pain, it won't go, It's cause a mental strain, this pain. This ache, it hurts and scratches and on the edges of your thoughts it catches, And claws these sad thoughts back in. You thought you were safe and free to smile, But this ache wants to prolong your pain, just one more mile. It laughs in your misery and heats up your face. It's embarrassing and terrifying all at once, or in this case, It's just a pain. Just an ache. Just an ache that will take all of your heart and cart it away, No matter how much you pray, it will stay and it seems to devour every good thought, ever last drop. But don't give up friend, for I know this ache too. We were close, till it found its next victim, probably you. It will not last forever, though that's how it may feel, All of your happiness it will not steal. You will come out of this with something left, But something is enough to build on my friend. This is not the end. Don't give up. This ache hasn't. Don't let this ache think it's stronger than you, For this ache, it's just a pain, And it might come again, but for now you are safe and free of the noise that shrouded your thought. You are not caught in this web of sorrow and pain. You are breaking free, You and me. This ache, is not us, it is not what we are. For we will leave it behind, we will go far.