#this break up

[sweet-soul-sister]

Finally, I’ve erased you. It was so long, it was so hard. But I’m saying goodbye to this break up

INFINITE (The Eye)

[pfctsrms]

Oh god I'm not ready for this.

[missspelledadel]

SO MANY EMOTIONS AND ALL OF THEM NEGATIVE

[itsahardrockpunk]

Last night, I found out that once you know how someone feels about you and why they did certain things during your relationship....Once you have those questions answered you never thought would be answered...or you just wanted answered... THEN... Then, it is SO much easier to move on.

So much easier.

[itsahardrockpunk]

WOAH WHAT A BOMBSHELL. NO WAY DID YOU DO THAT TO HER YOU IDIOT OH MY GOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU

#betcha thought I was liveblogging a movie

#NOPE

#I'm liveblogging my life, idiots.

[itsahardrockpunk]

Why?

that was never the way I wanted anything to end

never

and my mind fills with what ifs and why nots and hows

and I wonder if my heart will always be on the prowl

for something just like what we had

but I see in my mind

that that was a time

that I don't need to go back to and shan't

...

I miss him, I think, as I stare down into my drink.

And I cry as if my tear ducts were forever-flowing.

And last night in the service

I cried at the end

As if it exemplified my way to a "begin"

where I'd HAVE to move on

but what if I couldn't be strong

I

I missed you, is all.

Yes I did.

...

Now, I don't think we'll get back together

Not in this here, no matter whether

or not you appear to me for me to somehow see

...

ugh this is screwing up with the rhyme

..

I am here and you are there

And that seems is how we are forever captured

One standing distanced, reaching across

And the other one doing the same

In my mind's eye, that's how I see you

But no, it's not.

In my mind's eye, I see your face close.

I feel your arms wrapped around me, your touches so soft and your eyes bright and clear and wondrous and joyful and 

fun

you were fun

You made me 

happy

so happy

and safe

I felt to safe

And I feel safe around people now too

But this was.. this was.. this was YOU

and it was different

and it wasn't an adjective

it was something I could go to

and I am so glad you're still there 

and

I could say so much more.

I just want to know

and I just asked

Why?

Why didn't you call or text me back for three weeks straight?

Why did you do that to me?

[itsahardrockpunk]

I miss him... What if he misses me too???

I'd just really like to see him

I've wanted to for months.