How re-reading Siege and Storm ruined my memory of TGT!Nikolai
Nikolai may be cleverer and more open-minded himself, but he's no better than Alina.
He's not some long-awaited benevolent otkazat'sya setting to mend the bridges between his and Grisha, he merely ignores there are any issues to begin with.
Part of it could be excused by his sources- heavily bigoted Alina and her gang of spoiled Little Palace children, young and daring "rogues", who think in terms of "freedom" vs. "serving the Darkling"... but isn't he supposed to be perceptive?
Are there no snide remarks or open animosity in front of Grisha-loving tsarevich?! Is he simply waving them off as ordinary disdain for lower classes?
What about the pogroms? Is he naïve enough to believe such cruelty can be simply a backlash against a single deed of one (1) person? Why not react to it then? Why not bring it up, and insist on justice for the slaughtered? If only to "investigate unauthorized damage to the Crown's property"?!
(Hell, ~I~ could spin it, and I'm neither charming, nor likeable like him.)
Why is he ignoring that ALL Grisha- INCLUDING the Darkling- are legally no more than just that- items to do with however their owner- the King- pleases?!
Nikolai's blind spot regarding his family made him human. His blind spot regarding crimes of First Army makes him a hypocrite. He loves his (shitty) family. He needs First Army's support.


















