There is not a single person on the planet who can be set in a constant state of happiness. I can't tell you how to feel; however much I wish I could ask you not to be sad, I know I can't. But there is always hope. Even the loneliest, darkest nights are honored by small glimmers of light, please understand this. Because you are unique and special and there are people and memories that are awaiting you in days and months and years to come. You are not alone.
I have been staring at this off and on for hours trying to think of a way to respond, because I feel as if anything I try to say will not even compare. In however many words it takes, I would say thank you, but even that may not be adequate. so instead of making myself sound more insane than I'm already perceived to be, I will just leave it at this: I am speechless. Believe it or not, this made me happy, this pulled me out of sadness. I think getting messages like this is what enables me to still believe in things like hope and light and love. And life, that too. Because I want to believe people care, in general, not just pertaining to myself, I would like to believe people are innately good. And people like you are part of why I am, at some points in time, able to. there are people and memories that are awaiting you in days and months and years to come. That's the kind of thing I will remember when I'm closest to the edge, when I can count on one hand the things keeping me balanced. All of your message, really, but especially those few words. It's easy to go around telling people they're not alone, but to actually give someone a reason to want to stay and see what'll happen with time, that's a completely different thing. It sounds weird and unrelated, but I guess this is my way of trying to explain to you how much this message meant. It takes a lot of sway my views on some things, and with so few words, you have. I wish I could ask you not to be sad. Because I am happy sometimes, I think almost everyone has those, even if they are few and far between, moments that they are happy. But for me, recently especially, that has always been paralleled by some form of sadness. So asking me to be happy is easy, but asking me to not be sad is an entirely different matter. Maybe it wasn't your intention. You seem to like to play with words, and as I don't know the reasoning behind that and the exact meaning your words hold, I can't definitively say this, but...that's what stood out to me. Just wanted to mention that.I could go on, but this is already longer than I intended. It's late, I'm tired. I apologize for the lack of sense, continuity, or relevance this may or may not hold.
