#thisclockworkheart

[addamatic]

Two of my internet heroes liked stuff from my sideblog today (!!!!!!!) ( @lettersforrainstorms), and I am dying. Thank you for making this spoonie's day, @jeffreymarsh and @thisclockworkheart. You both inspire me so much. Thank you for your words. You make the world a brighter place.

[lettersforrainstorms]

What they don’t realize is that my optimism was forged in fire, that my joy is tempered steal. It is my armor and the sword that cuts down everything that threatens to stand in my way. - @thisclockworkheart

[saltwaffle]

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to know better.

tagged by @thesoggybug

Relationships Status: none yet!! kinda-half-flirting with an adorable nerd in my spanish class, but we’re okay as really close friends too. he looks

Favorite Color: green !

Pets: 2 really large dogs (autumn and alfie) and 2 parakeets (pikachu and pearl).

Wake-up Time: 6:25 AM when i have school but around 9 when i don’t

Cats or Dogs: why note both?

Coke or Pepsi: i’ll tell you a secret on public social media...if you gave me pepsi and coke in unlabeled clear cups, chances are i wouldn’t be able to tell which was which.

Text or Call: texting is good when i want to be passive/asocial, calling is better when i want to say something fast

Chapstick or Lipstick: lipstick!! i like bright shades

Last Song I listened to: at harbour by great states (YES I KNOW THIS IS THE ALIEN AU SONG I DON’T KNOW HOW IT GOT ON MY PRIVATE PETRI DISH PLAYLIST)

i tag my 9 newest mutuals: @dragonuniversetale, @thisclockworkheart, @prumm, @king-keyori, @bloochikin, @pc-doodle, @missytheangle, @lonerofshalott, @justadapperbowtie

[eggysunshine]

my drawing of the adorable thisclockworkheart !!

[thisclockworkheart]

This video is about five years old. Still a “fat” dancer, this is about as small as it’s healthy for me. This is also about the time that I started developing my heart problems. Super strict diet, 15 hours of dance a week, and a heart that liked to play the game of ‘guess that arrhythmia’. I came back to ballet 10 years ago with a 2 or so year break in the middle when my heart decided to implode, and I’ve been back for three years off and on. Thankfully more on than off. This is my heart, this is my soul. I WILL be that girl again.