#thisisdoc

[flashbarryallen]

thisisdoc replied to your post: thisisdoc replied to your post:thisisd...

Okay. It’s not worth it. Better? :P

Yes

[flashbarryallen]

thisisdoc replied to your post:thisisdoc replied to your post:Someone stop me...

Okay. It might be worth it.

That is the opposite of what you are supposed to say :P

[veltana]

thisisdoc replied to your post: I HAVE A NEW BIKE! What am I gonna name it? :OO

Karl. Or Hector.

Hmm Hector is good, but you know what's better? GREENBERG!!!

[sunwrites]

Conversations with Hilda:

Hilda: What she needs to realize is that she's a pixel in the big picture.

Me: Yeah, but it's not always that easy.

Hilda: Well, I don't RP, so I don't know, but it seems pretty obvious to me that if you don't want to get in the middle of something, you shouldn't.

[...]

Me: You're like, the best, do you know that?

Hilda: I know.

[sunwrites]

HILDA here's the rant okay?

I said I'd do this, but via text it's just going to take up SOOOO much space so this is just easier. The heart of the matter is this; I get frustrated with myself because I don't want to hurt people or ask things of people that I wouldn't be comfortable with being asked myself, which puts me in a really bad place. And I know that doesn't make any sense to you, because you're not in this world and you don't do this, no matter how much I've been trying to convince you because it's fun :p Anyway, sometimes characters just develop a life of their own and you can't seem to control anything they do anymore, it's like you're really just there to put the words on paper and that's it. It makes you feel a little insane, okay? But in a good way. Thing is, this is actually driving me crazy, and I don't like it, because I didn't think I'd care this much. No, wait, that's unfair. And it's not true. I knew I was going to get emotionally invested, because if I'm not emotionally invested in what I'm writing, then I shouldn't be writing it at all! I've just come to a point where I don't know what to do because I can't stand myself for being the one to say that something wouldn't work and someone would do something because that's not who they are and this is so vague and I'm sorry, but I think maybe you get the gist of what I'm saying; I feel guilty, I feel like a horrible person, and I wish there was some other way, or just any way really that things would work out. I just have a lot of feelings and there, now you know what I've been mulling over.