#thiswillbedeleted

[pearlsndrugs]

never thought I’d be leading my children into or out of hell but it’s who you are and what you’ve done. You don’t need to know their blood or anything besides what you’re told.. life was never a game, if you had a mother she would never play with you especially. you think I’m gangster but one day you’ll really hate that about me.. what if you changed to take charge of yourself? then you wouldn’t have been my baby so long I guess you all know why.. I guess everything really happens for a reason. Polar opposites yet the same person so crazy. Probably bc the voice you hear is still me haha it’s always me. I asked u not to do this to us but here we are and here we go again. All of us I guess shit. I’m only proud he was honest this whole time, I was so tired of everyone else I hate how they don’t know why I’m here in the first place. I am nothing like Sacagawea or Ann Frank but it’s not like me & my kids couldn’t have named them ourselves. Remember : it’s all fair in love & war better make sure u got love for ur war first . I went 27 years my whole life without one because of you and you think everything is my fault. You tried to ruin my life & take me every step of the way over things happening to you because we weren’t an item in ur head. My heart aches for the poor? You’ll never know when we have money. My heart aches for the city? The bitches looking like “why you think I’m so pretty”.. in the middle of tried over him literally running out of me to do this and this is my fault .. I knew who it was bc I know him I always have he’s a problem kid like plenty of me but goddamn I didn’t know being a mom could make you into a monster yourself. Calling myself god for this dog like they were the heathens .. my heart hurts bc I have accurate blaming without being so smart. I’ll never take that away bc of who I am. I’ll also never let anything get between myself and who I could be even. I don’t have to be god they said but who are they ? Smh they just don’t know how I feel. Talking about tell me the truth until .. k oops. I thought this kid was annoying too until it’s u.. oops. When u know u will get found out but I’ve done the most with u .. <3 no I rape u , oops

❤️🖤🧊🤍🧊🖤❤️

[capslockapocalypse]

i hate me too #zombie #halloween #thiswillbedeleted i guarantee it

[city-inthestars]

For the anon that wanted a picture

[samkellyseewear-blog]

It's a well know fact that ngiyiTZ (ThandiZinto) so motivated by the vine videos here on instagram by @nomaquah @nomzamo_m and @dj_cndo i had to do it for the vine for my boo since it's his bday! #DoItForTheVine #UngangedluliJesu #LikerOfThings #YesAMiniTwerk #ThisWillBeDeleted #AnythingForBoo #HisLaughInTheBackground

[soulsalvation]

I didn’t expect anything that day; nothing in comparison to you. I didn’t expect us to meet again, especially. But as fate had it, as if I had no control, you landed right in front of me- unexpectedly. Or maybe it was me that had landed, landed right into your hands. I never expected you to message me, text me, call me; relentlessly, almost religiously, everyday, there you were, making conversation. I blew you off, never expecting anything to come of it; anything to come of you. Days went by, weeks went on, and now it’s been years since that day we met on the sidewalk in the dark. Dark, but just enough light from the sunset to see your hair, your shoes, your smirk. The only time I had a photographic memory was when I was with you. But the day came when I needed you most, when I relied on you and solely you, and I felt myself ripped away. All conversations lost, all memories turned into faded, decade old polaroids. Where did you go? What were you thinking when you left me alone with nothing but a handle and a bottle of pills? Maybe you were just as surprised as I was when you realized I had moved on. Maybe you thought “Shit, I guess I didn’t fuck her over enough. I guess I didn’t break her heart into enough pieces. I guess I let her off to easy.” Truth be told, I surprised myself at the end of everyday when I lay in bed and realize that I had actually gone the entire day without thinking of you. That still counts, doesn’t it? Does it still count even though you’ve suckered me back into your life? Does it still count even though I’m still sitting here waiting for a text from you? Does it still count even though I’m writing this tangent to you on a site that you’ll never see? Truth be told, I miss the old days when it seemed that you were the one waiting for me to answer your messages or texts. But I’ve already told you that it’s going to be different this time around. I’m different this time around. My emotions haven’t changed, but the way I’ll let you handle them has. Don’t make me regret taking back what I said all those months ago. Don’t make me regret risking the trust that I’ve gained in the past year. I’ve come too far to let you mess this up. To let myself let you mess this up for me.