Jan 6, 2018
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#im#feeling so#??#????????????#are?? existential crises supposed to last this long??????#started mid2017 im still here wondering what good of use i am to anything?#idk#my#moodswings are so#bad??#stop it#its like....i feel so.....empty lmao#but at the same time#i feel a tiny bit happy bc two of my fics got nominated for the astro fanfic award on ao3#but im also confused......bc like.......#those fics arent even....good...#not....worthy of even being nominated.....#like i dont even write much or at all anymore......#dont deserve it !#but thank you#kinda wanna go sit on the beach and freeze myself