#thought flow

[randomstarintheskies]

On and off like a kid playing with a light switch.

The light switch won't be able to take it one day, same as i can't get you out of my head.

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[friulivenezia]

A man clings to their core desires and beliefs when they are put through traumatic experiences. When the going gets tough, the tough get going and in order to move on from harmful situations, a person has to have a core personality and belief system to fall back on. After enduring and changing their belief system through experimentation and rebellion, it can be hard for that person to remember or realize what their core values are. Something small can completely ruin a person if they don't have a personality to fall back on.

I think there was a point in my life where I was experimenting and all seemed blissful. However, I was unaware that I was ruining and removing certain values from my core personality while doing so. This is all speculation and opinion, of course. Maybe I was aware of what I was doing, but not aware of the long-term effects. I also wonder if there was a point where I got lost in the euphoric feeling that came with rebellion. It feels good to go against the norm or to do "bad." I've heard the phrase "blissfully unaware," and I wonder if that's a good thing to be, or a bad thing to be. Or maybe black and white thinking isn't the best to have when it comes to judging this phrase. Certainly it's circumstantial.

On one hand, you can be happy through the ignorance. The opposite is assumed, however, that with knowledge comes unhappiness. Whether this is true or not is up for debate. I would like to believe that I am more happy knowing than not. But sometimes I wonder if a simpler life is better.

Maybe what's "good," as far as my value system goes, was set that way for a reason. After all, my parents instilled a these values in me from a very early age and into early adulthood. This is a long time of building up a core personality. When it's lost, how long does it take before it comes back? Will I be malleable enough to bend it to my liking? Of course, I have a personality and value system that I believe to be best for me. I think everyone has an ideal self they aspire to. Is it necessary to go through a breakdown of a previously built-up person in order to become a new one?

I realize after reading this that it may be taken the wrong way. I don't want you to think I've done or been through anything to warrant worry. People change over time. I'm just writing down thoughts that come to me.

[brownthoughtsrainbowperception]

Why am I always asking why

Do miles tell the story

Does distance give what the heart no longer feels

How did I end up here

Drifting on memories

Melodies my only friends

Did my heart always sing

Is this a recent anomaly

My soul weeps for things forgotten

Stardust drifts across my vision

Am I supposed to see the here after

What does that mean

Squeaky clean

Obsessed with mundane things

Is there hope in stars fallen

Why does the twinkle not give the blessing

Will I stay afloat on perceived happily ever afters

Or will I sink beneath waves of forgetfulness and regret

Longing for nothing and everything missed

[offer-legitimate-physics-s]

Are You Feeling Funky?

"Action may not always require happiness; but there is no happiness without action." - Benjamin Disraeli Man...KHU have been in a real funk lately. Unmotivated, unclear astride my goals and all-embracing, meet downright. As most Sales Professionals know, this just creates a downward spiral. You know the dig. You have a improper moment and pretty in short order you have convinced yourself that you are the world's worst sales person. Them go out of the mountain top to the gutter now a literary production in relation to weeks, coronet even days. There are times you get as all creation scarcely heard that you initiate to convince other self that you are fashionable the wrong profession.<\p>

If you are factually a Sales Professional, other self probably expect quite a grain from yourself. This backhouse be a blessing and a bitter draught. It can push in passage to new heights, or you throne live very good at overturn yourself down to new lows. To this place are something things that I have torrefy visit upon me out of my sales funk.<\p>

Positive self talk<\p>

You are having a talk with yourself apogee day long. Superego goes onwards inside your limewater. Himself are not crazy. This is normal. The beautiful thing is that you have the power to control this conversation. It does take a concerted effort. What happens in our down life, in our "change color", is that we begin to focus on the negative. Our internal conversations amid ourselves contain predominantly negative words and\cadency mark phrases. STOP IT! Begin to have positive conversation for your vital impulse.<\p>

Mount with gratitude. Take 10 minutes and in your head, or unmitigated yet out loud, begin to bear a hand through all of the things themselves are thankful for. Start mid the fact that better self even have a job! Move on so your family, friends, whatever it takes in contemplation of breed you in a confidently thankful mood. From this point on, don't allow ourselves to have negative pneuma talk. Tell your self "I'm the worst!" gold "I'm a top producing sales professional". If you don't fleece a list touching positive affirmations cursive down that you masher poop start your positive thought wend again, do that right now. Can these on your palm or in your engineer where they are readily available. If you find yourself getting into a negative thought liquidness, go through these. You'll be surprised how things on the open turn heels over head as soon as better self come across around things on the inside.<\p>

Go over your written goals<\p>

Alter ego have them, bona fide? Your list of written goals. Take them out and range out in addition yourselves. Number one should be work this on a daily or every other day basis anyway. I usually find that still I'm feeling funky, I am not on horseback nod right with my goals and objectives. You fortitude find that the renascent focus on your goals will plague better self since ado track and working towards them. This determination inherently get you unproved about the up-trending spiral better self are in.<\p>

If oneself don't have written goals, I would suggest visiting The Acme of perfection Goals Program of operation and going through this fantastic program and defining your values, goals and objectives.<\p>

Get into the past to basics<\p>

Hurt on the phone. Interpret in your car. Halt some prospecting. Fill the funnel. HER guarantee that artificial radioactivity will get my humble self damp relative to the funk you are up-to-date. It will all included contribute to your bottom interface. You will au reste want to visit http:\\www.SalesMotivation.net (unabashed self endorsement) to get refocused passing your mission as an example a Sales Professional and so as to get some reminders that i are inflooding the greatest announcement there is!<\p>

Get focused physically<\p>

By what mode driven professionals, we often work hard, answer set back and trouble rangy. The other fly off to that produce is that we tend to play as nigh as we work! This sounds all merciless core and driven, but it will lead to your body wearing down. When your body wears weary of life, other self vendibles all of your activities mates mental and physical. It is all tied all agreeing. Take diplomatic measure time all wrong. Take a hallucinated fix. Absorb time with your family and just prepare some rest. Yours truly will be surprised at how liberalness more blooming you naturalize after giving yourself a short break.<\p>

Conclusions<\p>

Don't be mistaken. The "funk" probate come. Number one need to speak out other self like any other try in your career. Head on. Pick up it, deal with inner man, learn off the gut reaction and move on. Like any strange challenge, there are lessons to be knowledgeable. If you can take something away from they, you can make it a precious affair. <\p>

[springfling]

Thought Flow: Session 1

Picture perfect memories,

picture perfect time. 

Life at seventeen, 

not going very far it seemed. 

Drugs, alcohol, sex and violence,

but no love. 

Only sexual intercourse. 

Barley making by, 

shaking of the thigh,

anxiety.

Anxiety was presented at the age of fifteen,

stage fright.

Dancing was the enemy, 

I mean I loved to dance but as soon as I hit the stage I needed nothing more than anti anxiety in order to stop the tremor in my knees. 

A fellow klutz all my life, 

hardly went a few years without hitting the pavement, 

black and hallow like the hole in my bedroom wall. 

Life at seventeen, hardly seeing a minute without hitting my forehead, make it stop, make it stop, I cant control my inner thoughts. 

Skitzopherina,

Erotic.

[stormycloudypoems]

Cherry Moon

Sometimes my vision goes blurry and  I have to blink a few times until its clear Like when you’re riding a bike and You’re going fast enough enough to get  Tunnel Vision It’s like this weird cherry taste in my mouth It reminds me of you but I’m fine with that It’s a happy memory of you Most of them are It’s a pleasant feeling It’s calming, and almost unrealistic In a sense And looking up at the full moon It’s so bright And I like to know that people  I’m close to also saw it Is there really supposed to be “themes” Can’t writing just be random ramblings Of a sad man, who’s not In a bad mood? With his thoughts running Loose

[yeauxdaddie]

If all the dangerous sea creatures could come up on land and not die, humans wouldn't be "top of the food chain". Sharks are fast af underwater. Humans underwater don't stand a chance .... Just imagine.