Apr 4, 2020
f e e l i n g c u t e ☕️
seen from Malaysia
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seen from China
seen from Malaysia
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seen from South Korea
seen from Australia
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seen from United States
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seen from Maldives
f e e l i n g c u t e ☕️
I really want to complain about my health for a second
My eye is swollen and getting worse by the day, my period is all over the place (10 days late, 1 day of extreme bleeding, 1 day of no bleeding, next day of extreme bleeding) (so guess who just unexpectedly completely bled through her favorite jeans!) and my asthma is drastically compromising my quality of life (no good breathing, no good sleeping, no energy at all and medication at least 12 times a day with shitty side effects)
I wasn’t having the best day, mostly because my current schedule is super overwhelming and I’m tired, but I decided to take a bath and listen to entire Melodrama album by Lorde and it took me back to attending her concert and realizing that this woman has made such incredible art at such a young age and she’s (finally!!) releasing a new album soon after so long and in that time she has lived and grown even more and become more into herself and it’s going to reflect in her work and the thought of that made my day
Trigger warning about the ongoing virus ⚠️
I hate that most apps aren’t a safe space anymore, every site and app is sending emails, notifications, in app banners about the current world situation. Look my anxiety around this is through the roof, and when I open Tumblr I just want to distract myself and pretend everything is normal for a second, but also Tumblr keeps forcing banners down my troath and I just clicked on it (because in my defense it seemed like it would lead to some basic safe info: “How to stay safe”) and then it opens and I get to see how many people in my country are sick and have passed away while I’ve desparetly been trying to avoid that information and I shouldn’t have clicked and I won’t anymore and I just wanted to share argh
girl + big pile of clothes 🌾✨
I’ve been doing a lot research and detoxing from social media the last few months, and I’m watching a video on it where the creator does the math on how much time a month they’ve spend on social media, feeling inspired; I’ve decided to do mine now
I’ve opened screentime for the first time, and turns out that I spend an average of 7 hours a day on my phone, and to my own shock and horror; peak days with over 12 hours spend on my phone
That’s insane on its own, but the math on this: 7 hours a day = 49 hours a week= which is 196 hours a month.
I SPEND AT LEAST 200 HOURS A MONTH ON MY PHONE, PRIMARILY ON SOCIAL MEDIA
I’m really happy I’ve started looking more into this, because this is not how I want to spend my life. Imagine how much books you can read in 200 hours? imagine the amount of new skills you can learn in 200 hours? imagine how many times you can actually just meet up with friends and spend time with loved ones?
(Jan 27th, 2020)
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Hello tumblr and internet people.
It never came across my mind that one day I will do journal blog entry on the Internet. I usually keep all of my writings and thoughts just for myself. But here I am writing on tumblr, so let’s just have fun and try something new.
There are a lot of stuff that bothers my mind these days. Work, Project, Tasks, you named it. And there is also me who is trying to show up looking good every day, trying to manage all of my goals at all costs, trying to manage my own expectations so it wouldn’t kill me, trying to manage my time so I can show up at least on time. Trying to maintain my social life to keep me being alive (?), and trying to be responsible yet reliable by replying all of my messages and emails as fast as possible. But even after I tried my best, I still end up feeling left behind.
Is it the world that is moving so fast? or is it me who did this all wrong?
Growing up became so hard that I couldn’t keep it only for myself.
So why not share it with others? So we can support and laugh at our life’s?
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