Today I came to a very important realization, I realized how important logic is to me and I found the reason why I was never able to properly love someone. In order for me to do things or to accept an idea, I NEED a very good and logical reason behind it in order to accept the idea. For the longest time I’ve always been trying to give out love in my own way or act a certain way in order for someone to accept the real me. In reality in order for someone to accept and love you back for what you do, you HAVE TO do certain things their way. Compromise is the biggest proof of love and if someone is able to compromise for you that means you have a really high place in their heart. So in order to show them their place in your heart, you have to learn to compromise and love someone in a way that they like. If you don’t follow that, they might not be able to see just how much you care and something will always feel missing to them. I have to learn to show love in ways that people need or understands. Anyways note to myself; stay calm and stay logical.