Why do I feel sad all the time, so lonely? I work, I go out, I try to make everyone smile or laugh, I always give a helping hand...why doesnt anyone do the same for me? I just...wanna know I'm wanted. People walk by me, women dont talk to me, men dont say anything to me unless they need something from me...why cant they just ask how my day is, or what's on my mind? Why are women so disinterested in getting to know anyone anymore? I could rattle off questions for hours, random and obscure or linear and normal...but when I ask for them to ask, they say nothing. I barely like being home. When I get home from work, I'd rather curl up in my car, sit in the uncomfortably warming car and do nothing but stare at the headliner of the vehicle....why does life seem so empty nowadays?