#randomthoughtsatnight

[hernightperfection]

First blog seems awkward

Tonight's thought:

What if I meet my parent's teenage version? Nah.. Whatever!

[awesomebashthegreat]

Random Thoughts at midnight.

Suddenly, this came into my mind "If I freed my self from work and take a rest, what's next?". I surely don't know yet, but I am hoping that this time great things will happen. I've been suffering personal issues this past 2 years, and I only kept that by myself. It seemed that I've been experiencing anxiety and depression lately, it's like I'm never gonna recover from this. There were times, I cried out of nowhere for no reason, feel sadness most of the time like for example in a day, I am experiencing moodswings, sudden change of moods from being happy to being sad most of the time i feel sad, like, tulala everytime. And I want to change that, I want to gain back myself again the happy me, worry-free me, the healthy one.

I know things are rough and tough right now, but I want to recover from this so I can be strong again and help my family, I want to bring back the 'passion I have for teaching, I want to continue teaching, not just for the money or for my family but also for the children who are willing to learn and be somebody someday'. I want to gain myself back na. Lord, please help me with this tough time that I am encountering, end this very soon please, let me see sunshine again. I am so much tired of being at the gloomy side of life. Let me see sunshine and feel the fresh air again.

[cmeansches]

No weapon is ever as small as the sharpest tip of the arrow 🏹😅 #anodaw #randomthoughtsatnight #checkingbreak https://www.instagram.com/p/CGNbtaXDcRsY647a_3EYXhEGMns0DwmJAbXK2s0/?igshid=1h3abxqxbbtu4

[riribish-blog]

cuddles are fucking great

[themoonsunkthesun]

I have left you and all of the things that I am certain of (if there was any). I have braved waves that keep trying to sway me from keeping afloat. I'm glad I am where I am. I'm glad that I have done nothing that I'll look back into and think of myself any less of a person. Being alone is no small feat, and I am not talking about being in a relationship with someone. I'm talking about when you leave all that is dear to you, in hopes of finding something better for them and for yourself and trying to do everything by your lonesome, not depending on anyone. And really just distancing yourself from people, from people who truly care about you, even people who you truly care about.

You thought preserving your heart and hurting no one in the process is easy, but I guess not. In your selfish act of self-preservation, causing people pain is apparently, inevitable. What you set out to do, cancels the intention itself. Oh, the irony. 

The pressure you put yourself into plus the people who has no idea what you're going through but amusingly thinks they know you and what's going through your mind and has the indecency to tell you what to do and voice out their opinion of the struggles you "invent". The things you want suddenly becomes wrong and their beliefs are what should be. Your problems are mediocre in their perspective. But you shouldn’t just shunt a person’s battles like that to the side. You don’t know how long they have been fighting with their ghosts.

I’m sleepy. More thoughts to come.

[furiousyeol-blog]

my account is nothing but random reblogs,, oh well #yolo

[yogijayne]

People that drink till they black out but hate on people that smoke weed, I don't get you

[ardentapricot]

How weird is it to fall in love, don't you think? That certain people can trigger your brain to release chemicals that make you feel so happy. And how weird is it that we choose to be vulnerable, we allow ourselves to be hurt so deeply that we may be scarred for life. Love. What a weird thing it is