Life has been as hard as it seems for my mental state lately. I mean, it always is but it's extra shit this past few days. I can't really say it's all shit. I did enjoy most days while at home or at some place I wished to be but some days I just question my existence like, why is life like this, what's the point of being alive and all that none sense I've had inside my head.
Anyways, I just finished an interview for the job I applied on the internet and I don't think I did great. Applying for a job that you had no idea what's it about is a wrong move to make but I did it anyway. I know that was dumb of me but at this point, I'm just here to play the role of being alive. You know, being a human being, finding a job and make money to stay and feel alive. I don't know what I am doing.