@slayvicr // cont.
not a single wrinkle of passed time shows on spike’s face, no charred notion of the thundering orange explosion in which he’d been consumed. he’s still the same pale marble he was when he met her (what feels like - and technically was - entire lifetimes ago), the same quirking, smug smirk he’d worn then is there now, dancing giddy on his lips. the difference is the awed and revered gleam in his wide eyes, the parting of his lips. as if he hadn’t spent a month working up the gall to seek buffy out, as if he’s just as surprised to see her. in a way, he is. she looks different -- not older, but more peaceful. the world is a much different place than how he left it and spike is innately gratified to find that it’s one that agrees with her.
it’s an absolute mystery to spike, how angel can admire her from the shadowy outskirts of her life. to carry on the relentless brooding, the poofter, he thinks. spike, on the other hand, isn’t nearly as selfless. though it did require some thought (to the tune of: could i impose? certainly. will she accept me back? likely not. shall i try anyhow? bloody right), he was magnetized.
“could say the same to you --- ohio?” she’s really gone and plunged blonde-first into stupefied normalcy. an unnecessary breath catches in his throat, implies how heavily this moment has weighed on him, too. spike steps closer, minimizing the space, his head canted and lips flickering into a musing smile. “happy birthday, buffy.”












