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To be hated was a horrible thing.
It was much worse when one knew full well that they deserved to be hated, yet all the same it was too painful to be on the receiving end. Vivid images had illustrated her as as unforgivable, as a selfish individual that cared little for the feelings of those whom she should have clung onto with all her strength. The verbal lashing could be considered worse than the physical beatings that'd been a constant, her inconsideration not one without a good reason, but still wrong all the same.
It wasn't as though she understood any of this, these glimpses into a life that was not her own. Still, she acted upon them as naturally as if they were the life she currently lived, guilt encompassing her and causing her to act rashly, a controlled response cast aside in favor of one that was undoubtedly as sincere as it was hasty. The receiver of this outburst of remorse was sure to be befuddled, but that did not matter.
She just couldn't be hated, not by him.
"I - I'm sorry! I never meant to hurt you -- that's .. that's .. not true, but! You know I didn't like hurting you, right!?" Speaking what was surely nonsense, the distressed apology sounded nonetheless. Hands made to grip at the other's shirt, but almost as if burned did she stop when digits brushed the fabric as touching him had only ever brought him pain. Shame quickly intermingled with the desperation on display. "It wasn't you at fault, it was me! I was the one that couldn't change so I took it out on you. I should've never -- Seto, I'm sorry!"











