Jul 6, 2017
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“ however misplaced it is, the purifier’s persistence is admirable. however hopeless his situation has become-- it is almost pitiable.”
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send ♠ to hear thresh’s thoughts about your muse.
“ however misplaced it is, the purifier’s persistence is admirable. however hopeless his situation has become-- it is almost pitiable.”
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send ♠ to hear thresh’s thoughts about your muse.
“greed. all-consuming greed and pride. your power is acidic-- you are drunk in it, and needing more and more and more. but make no mistake, it will lead you to your downfall. such is the law. and so it will end.”
I am very pleased with how well Kairon has taken to his new brother. During his time with Halvard, Kairon has been speaking more often, and in unbroken sentences. He has also been less likely to wander off, which makes me pleased, though I worry he will start wandering off once the novelty of his new brother has worn off. Another thing which worries me is that he has been spending less time with his dog, Christmas. Normally I wouldn’t worry, but with how close they were before I ponder what could happen if their bond is broken...
Halvard has also taken well to life here. He has taken charge of taking care of Kairon’s pets -- well, the parakeet and jellyfish really. He is teaching Kairon how to write, though Kairon has trouble mimicking his brother’s elaborate cursive. Halvard still marvels at his brother’s surprising strength, huge heart, and his naivety. He has not had to defend Kairon yet, and while this is a good thing in general, I still wish to know that he can hold his own in a fight.
For this and for other reasons, I have stayed probably longer than is good for me. Its as if edges of myself were dissolving away, eroding as they are pulled ever towards the Isles. I fear I may need to lead something here to test Halvard’s prowess, yet I cannot bear to put Kairon at risk... yet I must do something or be forever lost...
The Isles are insatiable with their lust for souls
The more I slaughter, the more I harvest
The more of the monster within me shows
But now at least I have a purpose, a somewhat noble goal
I must care for my son, Kairon, and be there for him
But how can I continue to be his hero, continue to be his idol
When I have become the villain, a monster?